Thursday, December 30, 2004

Early Morning Thoughts

Maaga ako nagising wala kasi yung partner ko sa puyatan kaya ayun maaga rin akong nakatulog :P

So dahil maaga at wala akong magawa nagbasa na lang ako ng blog ni Sir Yol. Hehe medyo aliw kasi basahin eh, parang pirated na Bob Ong (haha joke lang sir) hehe. Tapos may part dun na may mga quiz. At yun ginawa ko yung isa...

Eto yung Little Prince Quiz
fox.
You are the fox.
(Aliw fox ako hehehe)

Tapos may nabasa ako dun sa blog ni Sir na sinabi ni Christopher De Leon sa isa niyang pelikula kasama si Vilma Santos (hindi siya Mano Po 3) eto yun (saktong copy paste)...

"Sa pelikulang Tag-ulan sa Tag-araw, naglalakad si Christopher de Leon sa tabing dagat, habang iniisip: “Bakit ba yumayakap ang alon sa dalampasigan kahit alam nitong mababasag siya? Katulad niya ba akong naghahanap ng katalik na dalampasigan kahit mababasag rin?”. Saka niya makakasalubong ang dalagitang si Vilma Santos, at hihinto ang lahat sa paligid. Commercial." (Jamendang,2004) (<- lagyan natin para safe) Wala lang... hindi ko alam pero parang nakakarelate ako sa kanya hehehe oh well...
Ayos sa pagblog kong to nakaubos ako ng 8 minuto ng buhay ko hahaha

Currently Listening to:
Frente - Bizaare Love Triangle

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Bizarre Love Triangle

Usually nakakarelate ako sa isang kanta kaya ko siya nilalagay sa blog ko but this time wala lang di pa naman ako nakakarelate. Gusto ko lang ata talaga yung tunog niya. (^.^=)

Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say


Currently Listening to:
New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle (Dance)

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept...

Just finished reading Paulo Coehlo's book...

Nice book, filled with neat messages about love and moments and stuff like that. Ewan siguro timing lang yung pagbasa ko sa kanya. Binasa ko kasi ngayong medyo naiisip ko (at nararamdaman?) yung mga love, magical moments at emotions thingies.

yun lang, boring araw ko ngayon eh, binasa ko lang talaga yung libro...

Thank You, Lord, because I was a lost sheep, and you borught me back. Because my life was dead, and you revived it. Because love wasn't alive in my heart, and you gave me back that gift...

Currently Listening to:
Blink 182 - Adam's Song

Monday, December 27, 2004

The Scientist...


Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya

And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart


Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start


I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me, and come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
coming back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.


Currently Listening to:
Coldplay - The Scientist

Printer

Finally bought a printer..

My dad and I shared the costs hehe cool.

Epson Stylus CX1500

printer
scanner
copier

Kinda hassle that when I print, the whole computer table shakes hehe oh well...

Currently Listening to:
Tenchi Muyo OST - Opening Theme (English Version)

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Christmas...

Merry Christmas to all! (=^.^=)

Christmas Eve was like a normal day. Just played some computer games, chated on the phone with someone, downloaded songs. Basically I just did stuff that I normally did. Halos walang pagbabago... Except siguro yung mass. Hehe pero ok na rin minutes before Christmas wala lang naaliw ako ahaha

grabe, alam mo bang kanina pa kita hinihintay.
nkikipag-chikahan na nga lang ako sa iba
la lang
gusto ko lang mag greet bago ako matulog

hehe siyempre flattened ako :P

Noche Buena namin ang handa macaroni salad, spaghetti, barbeque at ham. Haha hassle lang yung macaroni salad namin chicken at pineapple lang ang sahog ahaha hindi siya special :P

Kung titignan sa isang materialistic point of view, ang sagwa ng mga regalo ko, hindi ko naman sinsasabing hindi ko sila inenjoy pero hindi ko lang siguro natanggap yung mga material things na gusto ko tulad ng celphone na bago ahaha COunted as Xmas gift na kasi yung bago kung computer so ayun. Pero ewan siguro kahit papano nagmature ang pagiisip ko. Naliligayahan na ako sa pagkakataong naibigay sa akin upang makilala ang mga taong maituturing kong ispesyal (yung may ham, chicken, bacon bits, carrots hehe). Talagang napakagandang regalo para sa pasko nung pagkakataong yun (pero syempre gusto ko pa rin ng bagong celfone :P)

Christmas day puro reunion ang dinaluhan ko. Noong una dun sa tito ng tatay ko (so kapatid ng lolo ko na ama ng tatay ko). Aba ang saya ang handa nila macaroni salad na may pickles at carrots haha onti na lang special na! wahahaha. Tapos nakakaaliw din, kasi yung napangasawa ng tito ng tatay ko (dahil kapatid ng lolo ko na ama ng tatay ko) ay isang chinese na babae. wala lang nakakaaliw haha kasi wala lang basta aahahaha (alam na ng mga kaibigan ko kung bakit so kung di niyo alam di ko kayo kaibigan! hehe joke tanong niyo na lang ako para malaman niyo)

Tapos punta sa bahay ng lolo ko para kumain wala lang ahaha tapos tambay dun, tapos uwi para maligo para sa isa pang reunion (this time sa mother side ng tatay ko). Hmm wala lang ang ganda ang saya rin. Ayun nalaman na ng nanay ko na umiinom ako ng beer ahaha. Pero wala lang naalala ko bigla yung friend ko kasi habang umiinom ako ng San Mig Light (eto ata yung may kasalanan kung bakit hindi kami nagkita noon :p) biglang tumunog sa background yung Sugar Sugar na kanta yung (sugar oh honey honey, you are my...) tapos ayun wala lang parang napagusapan ata namin yun before hehe :P saya

Tapos umuwi at natapos na ang araw ng pasko na nakapasok ang La Lakers na nilalaro ko sa 2nd round ng playoffs (hehe saya mag nba live 2005).

Currently Listening to:
F4 - Ask For More (yeah boi! go F4ever yehey!)

Thursday, December 23, 2004

enjoy

I forgot to blog yesterday :P

Was talkin to someone on the phone then I suddenly realized that it was too late to blog hehehe... GUess I enjoyed the conversation :P

As I said on a previous post I lost my keys. Of course I lost the keychain too. So I went to megamall to buy an anime looking keychain hehe. But I guess I got distracted by the arcade games on the way hehe. I played Initial D Version 3 and Dance Maniax ahaha Miss ko na yung mga games na yun.

Then went to powerbooks and bought By the River Piedra I sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coehlo. Gift ko siya for my mom pero dahil nabasa na niya ako muna ang babasa hehehe. I also bought World's Greatest Blunders ahaha sayang walang World's Greatest Royal Scandals bibigay ko sana sa friend ko :P

Then went home ahaha.. Tapos yun nga yung mahabang conversation :)

Today, nothing really happened, woke up a bit too early for my liking, Been stuck on the computer chatting, downloading songs and playing NBA Liv 2005 oh well I really need a new game.

Currently Listening to:
Kylie Minogue - I Believe in You

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Torete


Sandali na lang
Maaari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga
Maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay?
Sana ay maabot ng langit
ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip


'Wag kang mag-alala
Di ko ipipilit sa'yo
Kahit nalilipad
ang isip ko'y torete sa'yo


Ilang gabi pa nga lang
Nang tayo'y pinagtagpo
Na parang may tumulak nanlalamig nanginginig na ako


Akala ko nung una
May bukas ang ganito[?]
Mabuti pang umiwas[?]
Pero salamat na rin at nagtagpo


Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete, sa iyo


Wala lang, medyo feel ko lang yung song na yan, lalo na yung mga nakabold ang font medyo ramdam ko lang talaga siya :)

yung mga [?] yun yung mga hindi ko alam pero sana wag naman...

Currently Listening to:
Moonstar 88 - Torete

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Keys...

I misplaced my keys to the house, to the gate and to my megamall skating locker damn...

Was planning to go out, so I prepared my stuff. That's when I realized that I cannot find my keys. So in my effort to search for them I ended up tidying my room. Oh well I wasn't able to find them but at least my room's tidy na, (sabi nung isa diyan ayusin ko daw eh :P)

I went out to have some duplicates made. They work fine, but I want a new key chain ehehe...

Boring ng araw ko no?

Currently Listening to:
6 Cycle Mind - Biglaan (Acoustic)

Monday, December 20, 2004

Waking up on the Senti Side of the Bed

Actually the title is not applicable to me since you can't wake up someone who is not sleeping.

Ayun medyo senti mode. Ewan ahaha, meron lang ata talagang moments na biglang may gagalaw sa utak mo at sasabihing oi ngayong araw senti ka. Oh well...

Wala lang kanina tinitignan ko yung mga nagmessage sa tag-board ko. Tapos ayun may nakita akong nakasulat, "You were at the Lantern Parade? Small world talaga..." or something to that effect, wala lang dahil senti ako ngayon naisip ko, oo nga ang liit ng mundo at lalo pa siyang pinapaliit ng friendster, text at telephone lines. Ngunit bakit kahit na tila ang liit liit na ng mundo hindi ko pa rin siya nakikita?

Kagabi habang kausap ko si Jovy sa telepono naisip ko yung kantang Bakit Ka Iiyak... wala lang naaddict lang ako sa kanya. Ayos din namana ang tono at lyrics. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit yun yung nasa isip ko. Baka nakakarelate ako ng hindi ko alam.

Tapos kanina ewan minsan lang talaga sabog ako magisip. Habang nakahiga sa kama at nakatunganga sa kisame, biglang tumugtog sa isip ko yung song na luma ni Gary V. Yung Di Bale na Lang. Siyempre dahil wala akong magawa dinownload ko na rin yung kanta with matching lyrics pa. Wala lang aliw, hindi ko alam kung nakakarelate ako, pero ewan bigla siyang soundtrack ng buhay ko ngayon eh hehe...

Sabi ni Sir Yol, lahat daw ng tumatakbo sa isipan natin may dahilan. Siguro mamaya kapag naisip ko na kung ano yung mga dahilan na yun (kung bakit nagiging soundtrack ng buhay ko yung mga kanta), blog ko na. Minsan kasi hindi yung whole song eh, may mga specific lines eklat lang ahaha. Ahh basta as of now di ko pa alam kaya kinig na lang ako sa mga tugtuging iyon...

Natapos ko na rin yung King Arthur, hmm so bale spiderman 2, hero, naked weapon, at the notebook na lang ahahaha mahaba pa naman yung break kaya sige kaya pa.

Currently Listening to:
Gary V. - Di Bale Na Lang

Sunday, December 19, 2004

morning thought

Wala lang, Wala na ako magawa kahapon so natulog ako... Dahil dun maaga ako nagising ngayon

NagFriendster ako tapos may nakita akong pinost na sagot sa isang survey sa isang tanong about favorite lines. Nung nabasa ko yung line medyo naintindihan ko yung isang side nung nararamdaman ko ngayon...

Anyway, The line goes like this:

"It's not that I can't live without you, it's just that I don't want to"

Wala lang yun lang...

Currently Listening to:
Patti Austin - Say You Love Me

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Amazing Party...

Went to Ateneo for the Celadon IDG which was an Amazing Race type thingie. Although I didn't know anything about it until the last minute, I was a faci for one of the groups. Cool since we were able to finish 2nd out of 4 teams. Hehe nanalo tuloy kami ng internet cards!

After that party naman sa house ni Mhe. Happy 18th Birthday Mary Rose!

I was part of the 18 roses thingie ahaha (kala ko talaga 18 slaps:P). Tapos dance lang ahaha. Medyo nagtagal pa kasi nawawala si Ringo. Kinabahan tuloy ako ahaha mas matagal kasi mas madaling magkamali ahaha baka maapakan ko siya ahaha kakahiya naman. Buti na lang walang nangyaring nakakahiya ahaha. I wasn't able to stay again sa party niya, pero ayun I enjoyed it naman...

Currently Listening to:
Michael Buble - The Way You Look Tonight

Friday, December 17, 2004

The Last class for the year

Free cut sa lit, kaasar since optional lang yung math ko kanina, pwede na sana ako hindi pumasok...

Went to north edsa after school to meet up with james. Didn't know he was with some friends so ayun I have new acquaintances na ahahaah. Nilibre niya ako sa pizza hut kaya thanks ahaha.

Tapos punta sa house ko, laro ng nba live ahaha at least marunong na ako nung mga ibang slam dunks na 50. Tapos gateway mall ahaha lupet nung mall na yun nakita ko rin pala si bea at si apes.

Tapos talk lang sa fone ahaha yun lang araw ko...


Currently Listening to:
Dragon Ball Z OST - Angel

Songs

Im also typing my lit paper while blogging.

Actually I was already finished with it, but then I left the diskette in the house so I had to do another one oh well...

While I was in the "optional" math class I found myself singing perfect christmas by Jose Mari Chan. I don't know it just suddenly popped in my head...

My idea of a perfect Christmas
Is to spend it with you
In a party
Or dinner for two
Anywhere would do
Celebrating the yuletide season
Always lights up our lives
Simple pleasures are made special too
When their shared with you


Wala lang, nice lines....

While walking to this computer lab, I found myself singing As long as You Love me by the BackstreetBoys ahaha sayang wala si James or si Chris walang sumasabay di tuloy kumpleto ang boy band. PEro it really is weird since I don't have any idea where the song came from hehe...

Oh well Back to my paper...

Thursday, December 16, 2004

lanten parade...

Shoot sablay ako sa simbang gabi oh well. Just two classes for today. The long test in math and the filipino class.

Hard test, I think I will be lucky if I even get half of them correct. Darn. I wasn't really able to study yesterday since I got too tired ahaha...

Went home after the test. Richmond went to my house and played Nba Live 2005 while I took a bath and prepared for the lantern parade.

On the train for Katipunan Station, I was secretly thinking that we would be late. But suddenly I saw sir Yol on the train ahaha. Yes, kasabay namin ang prof sa train, pano naman kami malalate? hehe

During Filipino class we had a quiz. I guess my answer was pretty messed up. Pagkatapos nung quiz, pinagusapan namin kung bakit kas susulat kahit walang babasa, ayun I got some good answers pero sa another post ko na lang ilalagay.

After filipino, went to the library to sleep. Then went with James to Up to watch the lantern parade...

It was ok, just toured around Up, ok din at least alam ko na kung san yung mga ibang buildings at paano pumunta doon. After touring nanuod na lang kami ng lantern parade. It was ok, sa fine arts yung mga astigidig na floats.

Hmm wala siya pero ok lang... sayang lang talaga oh well. Meron pa naman next time (dapat lang no). Ok lang isipin ko na lang na time yun para maimprove ko pa sarili ko or sumthin hayy sayang lang kasi talaga oh welpz

People I met today:
William Imperial
Gerry Sarino
James Wyson
Gijo Mantaring
Wyson Sisters
Miguel Guillermo
Pao Tanquintic
Jeff (Nakalimutan ko last name)
Dex Guevarra
Joaqs Zavalla

Currently Listening to:
Cranberries - Miss You (kanina nga pala dun sa may shopping center hindi ko alam kung bakit kanta ako ng kanta niyan wahaha pati yung don't want to be your friend ni nina)

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Fly High...

Free...

Wala lang, after talking medyo mas nalinawan ako. Hehe Siguro kailangan ko lang ng affirmation about somethin. Luckily nahanap ko rin naman...

Nakakaaliw talagang isipin ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon. Parang baliw ako na kung ano ano ang nararamdaman ahaha kasalanan niya to... pero ok lang kahit papano napapangiti ako kaya kahit na ano panmg kabaliwan ang tila ginagawa ko ayos lang carry pa rin.

I had this 4 hour break kanina, Sana sa library lang ako kaso bila kaming pinagsaraduhan so nagliwaliw na lang kami ni Richmond. Nakasalubong namin yung ibang blockmates na magpapatutor. So nakisali kami, at least kahit papano nadagdagan yung kaalaman ko para sa long test tomorrow.

Nood ng play, Maganda na rin naman yung lam-ang lupit ng comedic stuff ahaha nice songs pa.

Ewan gusto ko manuod ng lantern parade bukas, haha baka manuod ako bahala na si batman sa akin.

Currently Listening to:
Siam Shade - Tears I Cried

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Starless (part 2)

Wala na rin akong balak matulog bahala na lang siguro si batman kung dadalawin pa ko ng antok...

Tumingala ako muli sa langit pero ang nakita ko lang na lumilipad ay mga insekto. Mga langaw at lamok (nakagat pa nga ako) na lang. Kahit man lang isang meteor ayos na sana. Kaso wala. Siguro maliwanag lang ang mga building dito, siguro malabo lang ang mata ko,siguro maulap lang, siguro... siguro hindi lang talaga nararapat na makita ko.

Kaya sa iba ko na lang binaling ang paniningin ko. Kung ano ano ang nakita ko. Mga litrato, mga sulat, mga patunay, mga jokes, mga ngiti. Siguro dito ko rin narealize na mas malamang na hindi gumana to. Mas malamang na walang patutunguhan yun. May mga bagay, tao ang tila humahadlang para maisakatuparan yung mga gusto ko...

Madaling magkamali sa interpretasyon ng isang bagay, gawa. Halimbawa na lang ang isang macaroni salad. Maaring sa palagay mo ay special na ang macaroni salad kapag meron na itong pinya at manok at ham. Ngunit sa iba normal lang yun, sa iba meron pa palang carrots, cheese, bacon bits at pickles. Nagkataon lang kasi na ang macaroni salad na may pinya, manok at ham ang natapat sa yo kaya yun na kaagad ang inakalang special.

Pasensya na sa mga bumabasa, medyo hindi na rin gumagana nang matino ang utak ko. Kaya tuloy macaroni salad ang nagagamit ko. Hindi ko lang kasi magawang ipahayag yung tunay kong damdamin kaya idadaan ko na lang sa macaroni salad.

Hindi ka nagiisa...
- madalas nating sabihin yan sa mga taong nalulungkot.
Pero pano na lang yung gustong nagiisa sila?
Nagiisang manlilligaw, nagiisang kampiyon, yung mga ganon ba?
Ewan basta ang masasabi ko minsan gusto kong mapagisa.

Dati may nagsabi sa akin Umalis ka, Gusto kong mapagisa... (In english) so bale sinabi niya leave me, I want to be alone... Nagkataon namang narinig ko na yung mga salitang ganon dati (sa isang palabas sa tv na hindi ko matandaan). Kaya nagamit ko ang isang matinong sagot (minsan maayos ang takbo ng utak ko) ang sabi ko "Then I'll be alone with you" ayun napangiti siya at naayos ang problema. Sana meron ding tao na magsasabi niyan sa kin ngayon...

May klase ako ng 7:30 bukas pero wala na talaga akong pakialam. Hindi ko na alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung nalulungkot ako, nasusuya, tinatamad ewan. Wala naman ata akong karapatang malungkot ngayon sa lahat ng mga kasiyahang natamo these past few weeks, sino ako para sumimangot? pero ewan nalulungkot pa rin ako...

2:14 mga 1 second ago 214... wala lang

Patay na daw si FPJ, for some reason naapektuhan ako ng onti sa pagkamatay niya (kung tama ang balitang patay na siya). Siguro kasi hindi ko pa napapanood sa pelikula na natalo o namatay si fpj. Madadaplisan lang siyaa pero hindi mapupuruhan. Ngayon patay na siya. Natalo siya. Tapos ang kwento ni Panday. Marami daw ang malulungkot dahil isa siyang sobrang bait na tao. Ewan naisip kom kung mamatay kaya ako ngayon, bukas o sa sususnod na linggo marami din kaya ang malulungkot?

Ano kaya ang maalala nila sa akin? Sana naman pagpumanaw ako, kahit papano may isang makakamiss sa akin na hindi ko kamaganak. Sana kahit papano habang may buhay ako may mga taong naapektuhan dahil ako ay nagexist. Naisip ko rin. Sa dinami dami ng mga naging textmate, chatmate, friendster-mate ko, ano kayang mangyayari pag namatay ako? Malalaman kaya nila na ako ay namatay na?

Btw, hindi ako suicidal, hindi pa ako umaabot sa puntong naniniwala ako na makakatulong ang pagpapatiwakal. Naiisip ko lang talaga sila ngayon.

Nabanggit ko ang friendster. Napansin ko na ang dami kong "friends" dito. Pero ilan nga lang ba ang kilala ko at kilala ako? Ewan. May mga taong importante sa akin na nandito sa friendster list ko, ang tanong importante din kaya ako sa kanila. May mga tao naman na naging friend ko lang dahil inadd nila ako, kung tutuusin wala akong pakialam talaga sa kanila, ang tanong may pakialam naman kaya sila sa akin?

Kalungkutan
Baka eto nga ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Masyado lang akong mapride para amining nalulungkot ako dahil sa isang mababaw na dahilan. Isang dahilan na hindi naman ako sigurado kung totoo. Hindi ko na alam. Sabi nga ni Shamir dun sa isa niyang status message "Im Confuzzled"

Naiingit ako sa mga taong...
...nakatira sa mga lugar kung saan makikita nila ang meteor shower nang malinaw ngayong gabi. ...maaaring makapanood ng shower bukas.
...kayang maging mabait
...talagang taos-pusong matulongin
...matatalino
...may sariling kotse
...mga taong kayang pumunta sa kanilang mga gustong puntahan
...manunuod ng lantern parade sa 16
...mala palaka ang kakayahang tumalon
...nagiging crush ng iba
...nakaranas na ng love
...nakaranas na ng first kiss
...tulog na sa ganitong oras

pero sa lahat ng iyan hindi ko pa rin nasasabi yung talagang pinakakinaiingitan ko ngayon...

sinabing ayaw ko nang nalulungkot. pero bakit ganito ako ngayon?

Currently Listening to:
Gin Blossoms - As Long As It Matters (acoustic)

Starless...

Kung anong tuwa ko kanina ganon naman ang pagkalungkot ko ngayon...

Di ko na ata makikita yung meteor shower na nakaschedule dumaan ngayon at bukas...
Kanina ko pa sila inaantay kaso ewan wala na atang pagasang makasulyap kahit isa
Akala ko nakakita ako ng isa kanina pero akala lang talaga siya
sometimes the eye sees what your hearts want you to see.
siguro ganon na nga yun.

Pwede ko pa siyang makita bukas(mamaya)...
Kaso may rason kaya hindi pwede.
Hindi ko masabi, baka pagtawanan lang ako. wag na lang

Di ko alam magaantay ako ng 20 minutes pa.
Baka sakali...

Currently Listening to:
Rurouni Kenshin OST - Starless

Monday, December 13, 2004

Tsinelas...

Nakuha ko lang siya sa isang email na finorward...

Ang Tsinelas:

Tawagin mo na'kong corny, pero nung napanoodko yung pelikula nina Regine at Richard, eto langang nasabi ko: "WISH KO LANG."
Sabi sa pelikula, ang taong para talaga sa'yo (yung ryt one ika nga) ay para raw TSINELAS.
Di naman sinasabing mukhang goma o balat ang hanapin mo.
Ganito kasi yan...

Maraming uri ng sapatos ang nagkalat sapaligid - may school shoes, rubber shoes, boots, stilettos, sandals at kung anu-ano pa.
Iba't ibang style, iba-ibang dekorasyon. At syempre, iba-iba din ang presyo.
May mura, may mahal.
Ikaw, pag pumasok ka sa opisina, di ba isinusuot mo ang mamahalin mong black leather shoes (kung lalake ka) o yung high-heeled sandals mo (kung babae ka)?
Yun ang isinusuot mo dahil yun ang gusto mong ipambalandra at ipakita sa iba buong araw.
Pero at the end of the day, kapag pagod ka na sa maghapong trabaho, habang nasa biyahe ka na pauwi ng bahay ano ba'ng tatlong bagay ang ini-imagine mo'ng gawin?
1.) Magpahinga
2.)Kumain ng hapunan at
3.) Magbihisng damit-pambahay at magsuot ng tsinelas.
Tama, tsinelas!

Naisuot at naipagyabang mo na ang lahat ng magaganda at mamahalin mongsapatos.
At maaaring marami ka na ring napahanga dahil dito.
Pero sa bandang huli, kapag hindi mo na kailangang magbihis ng maganda, mag-pretend ng kahit na ano, nasa bahay na lang, walang make-up at ikaw ay ikaw na lang talaga, di ba't ang simpleng tsinelas parin ang hahanap-hanapin mo?
At wala ka nang pakialam kung may tatak man ito, mamahalin o may kung anu-anong burloloy. Basta ang alam mo,tsinelas ang gusto mo.

Sa buhay mo, marami kang makikilalang babae at lalake.
Maganda, Gwapo,Sexy (pang-FHM), Mayaman, Malakas ang dating,Hanep ang porma, lahat na. Pero sa bandang huli, pareho nating alam na hindi yun ang pinakamahalagang ingredient ng tunay na pagmamahal.
Kumportable ka ba sa taong 'to? Does he/she make you feel good about yourself?
May kakaiba bang 'warmth' na ibinibigay ang taong 'to, na parang nagsasabi sa'yong "you're home and safe at last?"
Does this person make you happy?
Tinatanggap ka ba niya kahit "pambahay" na lang ang hitsura mo?
Siya ba ang tipo ng taong alam mong makikinig kapag nire-report at ikinukwento mo na ang mganangyari sa'yo buong araw?

Think about it. I'd be a lying asshole kapag sinabi kong aesthetics do not count.
Pero ang puso, tumitibok yan sa mga di inaasahang pagkakataon.
And sometimes you wonder about it, and most of the time, you even deny it.
But deep down, you just know, and feel, that it's right.

Ito ay para sa mga taong nakahanap na, at naghahanap pa rin ng tsinelas nila.
Congratulations at Good Luck!
Nawa'y nakatulong ang obserbasyon kong ito,
salamat sa pagbabasa. Happy hunting!
(end of forwarded email...)

Right now hindi pa ako sigurado kung nahanap ko na yung tsinelas ko, pero uhm basta merong taong sa piling niya komportableng komportable ako... Siya yung tipong kapag sasagutin ko yung mga taong sa taas (Kumportable ka ba sa taong'to? Does he/she make you feel good about yourself? etc.) masasabi ko na oo. Yun bang alam ko na handa siyang makinig sa mga walang katuturang bagay na nangyari sa akin mula nang pagmulat ko nang mata at pagtanggal ng muta hanggang sa paghiga ko sa kama at paghanda sa pagtulog.

(Haha alam ko mababasa niya tong blog ko, pero wala na rin akong pakialam. Kung tutuusin masaya nga ako at mababasa niya. Siguro yung blog na to is a way para mas maipahayag ko yung mga emotions ko ahaha kaya ok lang, sabi nga niya sige carry lang naman...)

Salamat kay Ate Tin at naiforward niya sa akin ang email na yun. Kahit na medyo sabog sabog ang araw ko (napagtawanan ako sa english 12 kanina dahil nakatunganga ako, nakatingin sa labas, ha di lang nila alam na mas maganda yung mga ulap kaysa dun sa pinaguusapan nilang importance ng essays ahaha) nung nabasa ko ang email na iyon natuwa na ako. Masaya na ang araw...

By the way ang gandang basahin nung email habang tumutugtog yung first love na instrumental ahaha tadhana ata na masenti ako ngayong araw na to :)

Currently Listening to:
Utada Hikaru - First Love (Piano)

Saturday, December 11, 2004

House Building

First NSTP thingie today...

It was supposed to be just an orientation but then we worked. Just stood in a line and passed a bucket of cement. It was ok at first but it suddenly got heavy during the latter parts. Maybe I just got tired.

My hand is so dry. Maybe the cement has got to do something with it. A small amount also entered my fingernails, it's kinda lodged in there and I can't remove it since I just cut my nails earlier. Oh well

It's ok to build houses. At least it's not something that would benefit the families for a long term. It's not just a one shot deal thingie. But then Im not so sure about it also. I guess wala kasi yung parang hope for continuity or sumthin parang after this tapos na, nakagawa kami ng bahay, nakapasa kami ng nstp, tapos ano na? I dont know pero right now Im really searchin for ways para mas maging involved sa mga ganitong bagay. Para at least kahit lang sa sarili ko may silbi ang Nstp.

Knockout. In four rounds Manny Pacquiao showed how good he is.

ay onga pala salamat, I really appreciate everything na ginagawa mo for me. Mga puyatan sessioons, pagiging open sa isa't isa and everythin. Ahaha di ko lang napapakita sa iyo pero talagang inaapreciate ko yun

Currently Listening to:
Hyde - Careless Whisper

Friday, December 10, 2004

8 minutes...

Sa sobrang boredom habang inaantay ang bell sa ES naisulat ko ito... originally title niya 10 minutes kaso biglang naiba kasi mabagal pala ako magsulat...

8 minutes
Kung 8 minuto na lang ang natitira sa buhay mo ano ang iyong gagawin?
Iuupo mo na lang ba ito habang nakikinig sa iyong guro na nagsasalita ukol sa population
1 minuto na ang nakalipas at 7 minuto na lang
Bawat pagiisip na iyong ginagawa
umaandar ang orasan, hindi ka niya inaantay
6
onti na lang, ano na?
kilos na baka mahuli, tatagal ka pa ba sa pagupo?
5 minuto, finding nemo na ang usapan
Ang saya naman, mga malalansang isda ang huling usapan bago ka lumisan
4 na lang
Ngayon napadpad sa tae ang usapan,
ang saya ang baho nang huling sandali mo sa mundong ito...
3 minuto na lang
ngayon away at masisikip na lugar na ang binabanggit...
tapos sabay kabig ng mga terminong hindi mo maintindihan
takbo utak, gumana ka! Initindihin mo ang leksyon kahit na hindi ka nakikinig
Hindi nakikinig dahil sa pagsulat nito
Last 2 minutes ika nga sa basketball
Tinatanong na ang iyong mga katabi, ikaw na kaya ang susunod?
1 minuto na lang
malapit na, punasan ang iyong uhog at humanda sa pagtatapos...
sampung segundo
siyam, walo, pito, anim, lima, apat, tatlo, dalawa, isa...
Bell na.



Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

D'Sound - People Are People

1/4 Day

Haha Went to school for 1 Subject only. If there is a half day then is this one-fourth day?

Used the new contacts I bought turns out one of them had a small tear. But I was too lazy to search for my glasses so I still put them on. Rarr hassle!!!

Only one class today, math after that free cut for fil. Good thing that I went to the library At least I was able to do an outline for my english paper.

Nba live 2005 again. I had this winning streak in the dynasty mode when suddenly Kobe Bryant gets injured damn! Oh well haha that's nba life.

Just chatting right now, just viewing the person's cam, just being happy...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Seiko Matsuda - Eternal Flame

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Immaculate Concepcion

Woke up at around 11:00 already, hehe slept kinda late so I guess that's why...

Was up till 3 I guess, talking with someone on the fone. Haha Kulitan lang, Im really enjoying these kinds of conversations. The kind where you really don't have anything important to talk about, nothing to say really but you end up staying on the phone for hours... I dunno. Don't want to assume things or anything...

I guess I didn't really have that much self control. I went ahead and bought another Copy of Nba Live 2005. I haven't won a game yet damn! They practically removed the effectiveness of the pro hop so I had to change my playing style hehe.

Damn Nba live 2005, I wasn't able to do my english paper today aahaha...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Dance Dance Revolution - Dub I Dub

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

B+

Yeah! Astigidig I was able to get a 91/100 in my math test ahaha masaya na ako dun kahit 1 point na lang ang kulang at A na siya grr!!!
hehe

Thanks...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Tuesday Vargas - Babae Po Ako

Monday, December 06, 2004

Specs

The New Computer:

Processor: Intel Pentium 4 2.4 Prescott 533Mhz
Motherboard: Asus P4P800S-X 848PE 800MHZ/DDR400/AGP-8X/LAN?SATA
Hard Drive: Seagate 80GB SATA
Video Card: Sparkle GeForce FX5600(8X) 128MB, 128Bit TV-Out/DVI
Monitor: LG Collins 15" 500GK Black
Memory: Apacer 512 Mb PC 400 DDRAM
CD Drive: LG Collins 52/32/52/16 Combo (Black)
Floppy Drive: Mitsumi 1.44 (Black)
Modem: DLink Rockwell Conexant 56K
Casing : X-Blade 2755D Casing w/ Keyboard, Mouse

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Final Fantasy X - Suteki Dane (Orchestra Version)

Sunday, December 05, 2004

New

Bought the new computer yesterday, sa sobrang tagal ng setup useless din kasi navirus kakahanap ng mga cracks nung mga programs hassle!!!

Buti na lang nandiyan si James para tulungan ako wahahah damn!

May namimiss akong tao kahit na kausap ko siya kanina hayy ewan

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Ruff Endz - If I Was the One

Saturday, December 04, 2004

As Long As It Matters

Emotions...

Sa isang hindi ko talaga maipaliwanang na dahilan, nalungkot ako ng todo todo kaninang madaling araw. Siguro dahil sa posibilidad na iyun na ang aming huling paguusap. Na baka wala ng ibang pagkakataon upang maihayag ko yung mga damdamin ko, kaya ayun. Siguro nga nakahanap na rin ako ng katapat.

Dati hindi ako naniniwala sa mga "serendipity" stuff, kung tutuusin nacocornyhan ako sa mga ganon. Kaso ngayon ko lang talaga nahalata na hindi pala malayong mangyari yun. Na minsan talagang pagkakataon na ang nagpapalapit sa inyong mga kalooban. Mga pangyayari na sa una eh parang normal lang, mga bagay na hindi na dapat pansinin yun pala sila yung mga maliliit na bagay para magkalapit kayo... Ika nga ni David Pomeranz, "It's as if the powers of the universe conspired...." para magkakilala kami.

Lungkot. Na hindi kinakailangan nang romantic love upang malungkot sa pagalis ng isang kaibigan. Na minsan yung closeness ng dalawang tao kahit wala pang love ay sapat na rason upang ikaw ay malungkot.

Panahon. Na kahit pala sa loob ng isang linggo, maaring mabuo ang isang magandang relasyon sa isang tao. Na hindi kinakailangan ng pagkahabang habang panahon upang magkakilala kayo. Na ang kakulangan ng panahon, ay pwedeng maging "drive" upang mas maipahayag mo ang iyong damdamin.

Mata. Ang kakayahan ng mga mata upang magpahayag ng kanilang mga emosyon ay napakalaki. Kahit na hindi na magsalita, nakikita sa mata ang kalungkutan, kasiyahan at mga iba pang pakiramdam.Sabi nila nakikita sa mga mata kung gaano katotoo ang mga pinapahayag ng isang tao. Sabi nga "The eyes are the windows of the soul".

Ngiti. Hindi lahat ng ngiti masaya. Na merong mga ngiti na kapag tinignan mo ay lalo kang malulungkot.

Luha, Na hindi masama ang lumuha. Nakakatulong din pala ito para mas maintindihan mo ang iyong sarili. Tulad din naman ng ngiti, hindi lahat ng luha malungkot. Naintindihan ko rin na parang bawat patak ng luha ay lumilinis sa iyong damdamin. Parang hinuhugasan nila ang kalungkutan na naipon sa iyong puso...

Hindi ko inaasahang maintindihan ng lahat ng bumabasa nito ang aking mga sinulat. Kung tutuusin baka dalawa lang ang makakaintindi nito. Ako at Siya...

Salamat sa emosyon, ngayon alam kong buhay ako...

Currently Listening to:
Gin Blossoms - As Long as It matters (acoustic)

Friday, December 03, 2004

Senti...

Brownout yesterday, I wasn't able to blog before it happened so there hehe...

For some reason Im in a very sentimental mood today. I guess listening to "senti" mp3's all night affected me. Hehe All night since brownout and even if there was a storm it still felt very very hot ahaha.

Some lines from the songs I was listenin to...

Jennifer - If You Were Here
If you were here with me
you could feel the way I do now.
If you were here with me
you could see what I am looking for now.


Siam Shade - Tears I Cried
You take the tears I cried and lift me up to the bluer skies
Yes, you gave me hope and meaning to my life, I love you so
You never asked me why, just smiled and took all the tears I cried
Baby, now I know what love is and what I am living for...


Gin Blossoms - As Long as It Matters
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now


Ntwine - I Hope It's You
Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly inlove with me
Someone who won't sat goodbye
Someone Who can change my life
I hope its you


Gundam X OST - Human Touch
When you find love in your heart
You can believe from the start
Dreams they come true
It all comes to you, oh all at once
if you believe in human touch


Goo Goo Dolls - Name
But you could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name


Bellefire - Can't Cry Hard Enough
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now


X Japan - Tears
Loneliness Your Silent Whisper Fills A River of tears throught he night
Memory you never let me cry and you, you never said goodbye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
we lost our dreams along the way
but I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
alive within your beatless hear
dry your tears with love


Matagal tagal na rin akong hindi nakaramdam ng ganito...

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Himaton

Himaton
Ang salitang yan ang filipino para sa salitang ingles na clue...
Andami ko talaga natututunan sa Filipino no? (hehe)

Bakit Himaton? Bakit Clue? sa totoo lang hindi ko rin alam, basta bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko na ito ang magiging pamagat ng blog ko.

Kahapon meron akong kaibigan (sa palagay ko magkaibigan naman kami kung may kokontra naman pakisabi na lang sa aking tagboard) na nakausap sa telepono. Sa paguusap namin kay raming bagay ang lumabas, mula national issues, sex (siyempre nandun ako sa usapan mawawala ba yun?) at siyempre ang walang kamatayan at laspag na laspag na pagmamahal at pagibig.

Kahit papano sa usapang iyon nagkaroon ako ng himaton (kaya naman pala naging pamagat ng blog ko ngayon) tungkol sa aking sariling (akin na nga, sarili pa) pagiisip. May mga bagay bagay akong natutunan tungkol sa paraan ng aking pagiisip. Mga bagay na sa palagay ko na hindi ko mailalalabas at maiintindihan kung hindi matino ang aking kaututang dila (sana lang tama ang paggamit ko ng salitang ito). Kaya salamat sa kanya.

Natutunan ko
...na minsan pala may mga bagay din akong nababanggit na may kabuluhan, na minsan hindi lang pala puro kabalastugan, kamanyakan at kung ano ano pang mga kaisipang walang katuturan ang nasa aking isipan (mas madalas lang talagang lumabas yung mga kaengotan ko).
...ang isang bahagi ng tingin ko sa pagibig. Kahit papano ay may kapirasong bagay akong natuklasan tungkol sa pananaw ko ng pagibig. Yung tipong wala ng ligawan, basta yun na yun, yung pagnakita mo siya at nakita ka niya alam niyo nang kayo ang para sa isa't isa...(oo, corny at tipong pangsine lang mangyayari pero malay mo?)
...na minsan ang inaakala mong pagtulong ay hindi pa pala sapat. Na minsan hindi pa pa sapat ang "Spirit of Volunteerism", ika nga nila, kung tutulong ko lahat lahatin mo na. At sana kung tutulong ka wag yong tipong band aid na pantapal lang sa sugat sana tahiin mo na ang sugat nang tuluyan nang maghilom ito.
...na bagamat ang kagandahan ang una kong napapansin sa isang babae, mas nakakainlove pala kapag yung babaeng chinta (siyempre di mawawala yan, blog ni Mico to eh) na may mga nasasabing may katuturan.
...na napakalakas ng impluwensiya ng friendster, mirc, sun cellular, landline at yahoo messenger sa buhay ko.
...na minsan nginignitian din ako ng Langit, na hindi lang pala puro kamalasan ang nangyayari sa buhay ko. Onting tingin lang pala sa kapaligiran ko at makikita ko na swerte pala ako.
...na hindi lahat ng tao makikitid ang utak.
...na kahit kikay minsan ok na din. (matagal ko nang alam to pero gusto ko lang ulitin).
...na kung papipiliin ako baka mas makasundo ko ata yung hindi kikay.
...na ang kagandahan ng babae (o tao for that matter) ay hindi nababase sa litrato sa display pic ng ym, sa boses sa voice chat o telepono, ngunit sa kanyang mga kaisipan.
...na ispesyal akong tao, na kahit papano may mga taong naglalaan ng oras para ako ay pansinin at kausapin.

Salamat.

Kasalukuyang Nakikinig Sa:
Stacie Orico - I Could Be The One

Kung inyong mapapansin wala na ang Glacial Love na link na karaniwang nasa taas ng kanta...
Napagisip isip ko kasi na siguro hindi ko na talaga makikita ang babaeng yun...
Siguro panahon na upang magpalit ng pahina, magsulat ng panibagong yugto ng aking buhay.
Maghanap ng bagong bagay na papansinin.
Isa na lang taos pusong pasasalamat sa babaeng yun
Na nagpakita sa akin kahit papano na may mga taong may kabaitan pa sa kanilang puso...

Monday, November 29, 2004

Bed Weather

Sarap matulog sa ganitong klase ng mga panahon. Wala lang pagkagising ko naisip ko ito bigla. Hindi siya tula, isa lang siyang sulat tungkol sa kung ano ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Ang sarap maramdaman ang lamig ng ihip ng hangin.
Tila sinasabing hala, magpahinga ka, ako ang bahala sa iyo.
Nakakawala ng mga problemang nagpatong patong.
Nakakaaliw ang pakiramdam na tila hinihimas ng lamig ang lahat ng sakit sa iyong katawan.
Pinapalamig, pinapagaan, pagkatapos pinapawala....

Ngunit hindi rin pala puro kagandahan ang madarama sa ganitong uri ng panahon.
Ngayon ko nahahalata ang aking pagiisa.
Sa mga panahong tulad nito, hindi maiiwasang sumagi sa aking isipan na ang sarap sigurong magkaroon ng kapareha na yayakap at tatabi sayo sa ganitong uri ng lamig.
Walang malisya.
Isang simpleng pagpapaalala na may kasama ka.
Isang yakap na magbibigay ng karampatang init na bumaabalanse sa lamig ng iyong paligid.
At ang lambot ng isa't isa na hindi makokopya ng kahit anong unan...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Yung patak nung ulan sa labas...

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Bazaar Day 2

Eagles of Hope Christmas Bazaar Day 2

Woke up at around 7:40.

Went to the bazaar and then tambay na lang dun. Overtime again pero medyo slow ang benta ahaha.

I was there from 9:00 to 4:00. It was ok, medyo bad3p lang since it seems na walang profit yung bazaar namin. Oh well when I left we were still behind by 800 to break even. I wish they would be able to cover the expenses, before the bazaar ended.

At home just typed some homework ahaha.

Boring day.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Glay - Little Lovebirds

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Bazaar Day 1

Eagles of Hope Christmas Bazaar Day 1

Flashback to yesterday: Although my shift was still at 5:00 pm, I set my alarm at 7:30 so that I can Watch Dinndinn's game at the blue eagle gym...

Woke up at 6:00 am, somethin's wrong...

I woke up because the cover of my Cd player snapped off. It snapped off because I slept on top of it damn... Oh well, It was already wrecked but this time it's destroyed ahaha. It still works though, as long as you have rubber bands to keep the lid on ehehe.

Then took a bath, got dressed, and headed for the game. By the way, remember the joggin pants yesterday? turns out it was cheap cause the pockes are weak. They easily tear. It's still ok though, there's always needle and thread hehe.

Watched Dinn's game. Corny lang since tambakan pero nice na rin. Scary moment nung nagbounce yung Head ni dinn sa floor ouch. Oh well she came back naman and played so ok pa din siguro si Dinn. Anyways kinda cool to cheer for the Geen and White again. Mas malupit yung pagkanta ng Alma Mater song! By the way nasira yung shades ko on the way to the blue eagle gym hassle!

After the game, isang simpleng hi at congratulations lang kay dinn, tapos alis na.

Then visited the Actm booth, masyado silang marami dun ahaha. Said Hi and left, as i said 5 pm pa ang shift ko!

Called Ria on the way to the mrt, hehe kulit kausap ko siya from ateneo to megatren ahaha Ubos load ba ehehe. Ang tinis nung boses ni Ria nakakaaliw.

Then at home, I was surprised to see my Dad, So sumama na ako sa kanya, hehe bought new shades ayos! ahaha Bought a new bag too! Hehehe this is cool.

Went back to ateneo for my shifts, Same as a while ago andami pa ring tao, onti lang naabutan ko na bumili eh so hindi pa masyado hectic pero hassle pa din

Left there at around 8:00, hehe pagkatapos kong kainin yung tirang food ni Bianca ehehe (grabe ang bagal niya kumain). Actually overtime ako pero sabi nga nila mas ok na yung overtime na walang ginagawa kaysa yung undertime ahahaa na wala ring ginagawa. In short wala akong ginawa wahaha

Anywayz, yun lang yung araw ko ehehe...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Ruruoni Kenshin OST - Kimi ni Fureru Dakede

Friday, November 26, 2004

Surprises

The title of this blog actually fits for yesterday and today ahaaha secret na lang kung bakit.

Math was uhmm weird. New teacher eh, Substitute for Sir Muga. Actually he teaches Ok, but maybe hindi ako sanay sa kanya kaya ganon.

Watering of plants again wahahaha. Actually nakakatamad na to, pero masaya siya eh, fulfilling ba....

After that english at literature ahaha. Damn ang boring na ng english ahahaa, mas naeenjoy ko na yung mga discussions namin sa lit wahaha.

After that I ate in the caf, medyo maaga so lib sana ako. Paglabas ko may tumawag sa pangalan ko. Aba'y si James Wyson pala whahahaha. coolness. Usap-usap lang tapos ayun Es na.

Es masaya ahaha. Tabla lang kami ni Chris kanina ahaha. He was goin for a career high of six but I was able to contain (and tie him) at 4 ahaha. Iba na talaga ang depensang naka taas kamay! After that ES lab naman. Haha Saya paglaruan yung mga Zesto Packs! And For some reason, todo kanta ang group namin ahaha nakakahigh siguro yung recycled foil packs nung mga juice ahaha. Oo na Chris favorite color mo na ang Purple wahahaa tsk tsk.

After that I bought the Tshirt na walang tawiran nakamamatay sa Ama mall haha. Cool since it reminds me of the Sign at Ortigas hahaha Go LSGH haha (naka La Salle t shirt pa nga ako kanina wahaha astigidig talaga). But the coolest thing was the family computer in the shop ahaha. Saya maglaro ng Super Mario!

After that I went home. I wanted Jogging Pants so I went out again to buy. Dami palang sale today ahaha. Anywayz I bought a Nike Jogging pants dun sa isetan ahaha yun yung mura eh, mas maganda sana yung adidas kaso sobrang mahal oh well.

On the way home, bumili ako ng pirated cd nanaman (rarr). Binili ko yung Inuman Sessions ng Parokya na Pirated. Maganda siya kaya bibili ako ng Original. Bale tester lang yung Pirated na yun. Haha di ko kasi madownload eh napagastos pa tuloy ako ng 35 bwiset.

On a more serious note, Alden asked me earlier if I had found the Girl in the Glacial Love story. Well the answer is not yet. Although I'm still hoping that I find her, the chances are so bleak. It's like searching for a needle in a haystack but harder since you don't know what the needle looks like damn... I'm quite near giving up... Sayang

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder?

Thursday, November 25, 2004

monday thursday

I hate this ahaha

At around 7:20 in the morning, the first school thing i did was take a math test. Actually it wasn't that hard, but it ain't easy either, oh welll. I guess added hassle to the test was the time. I was also about to use my cd player, but it suddenly stopped working damn.

Since it was Monday-Wednesday schedule today, I had only an hour break after math. But Ma'm Sideco gave us a free cut for english so it became 2 hours. I used it to go to the rsf to do some research for our ES Group. I went up for lit but surprise(?) free cut din damn, dapat tinuloy tuloy ko na lang yung time ko sa com lab.

Nikki and I then went to Moro Lorenzo to take a look at the gym rates. Ahaha I don't think I'll go there regularly so I decided not to become a member. After that we went to the High School caf to buy some fries, but it was already sold out ahaha damn.

Then I went to the library to sleep. I was supposed to sleep but then I was able to fix the Discman, hehe there was just a loose part that blocked the lens hehe. Since I was able to fix it, I had something to listen to so I didn't sleep.

Then went to the caf to meet up with some orgmates about the Bazaar on saturday. I signed up for the shifts then rushed to my Pe 101 class.

After an uneventful Pe 101 class, I had to meet again with some actm people. But on the way out I met Jess and Dentzen so I decided to shoot some hoops with them hehe. After that I realized that I was already late for the meeting haha darn.

At the meeting all I did was staple, cut, and write some price tags thingies. Ahaha damn ang engot ko magsulat at gumupit wahaha. Ang kulit pa nung katabi ko parang mauubos ang english na alam ko wahahaha. (Khristian hahaha dictionary natin hahahah).

After that Uwian na...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Siam Shade - Passion

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Hey Boy!

Normal stuff today

Except for Pe 101, Hmm the gal in front of me was so week and she almost fell off her chair. I was kinda spaced out so I didn't see it coming, medyo late ang reaction time ko. It was a good thing that Miah was there, hayy haha Dapat talaga lagi akong alert darn.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Dream FM - Bu Zhi De

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Just a few more days...

Nothing again...

Math was boring, Kinda surprised though that Sir Muga knows my face and last name already damn. hehe But then I wasn't really listening to the lecture. Just imagine 1 problem for the whole hour and 30 ahaha that is really boring. Haha So boring that Richmond and I were already formulating all star line ups for the nba all star game hehe (tomorrow rookie game naman hehe) and Krizia was engrossed at reading the vandalized stuff on her table.

After math, I went and watered my plant. Hehe It looks a whole lot better now. More plants have come out of the seeds ahaha. Yeah! I'm not gonna fail Es after all.

After watering the plants Chris and I went to Starbucks. We were waiting for Lalaine (his Gf). When Lalaine came (with Farah) we played some cards ahaha. I was on a losing streak at one point but Luckily I was able to arrest the skid. hehe By the way the Toffee nut Frap tastes ok, hehe not that great but it ain't bad either.

After the MC girls left, Chris and i remained in Starbucks to read the filipino assignment. hehe Oh well I read but I didn't really grasp the meaning of the things written on the book hehehe.

Before going to the classroom Chris and I ordered food from Jolibee. hehe we said it was "to go" so that we can eat it in the classroom while in our Filipino Class.

We had a test of some sorts in Fil Class. it was a good thing I read the book even if the test was open notes ahaha darn/

After Fil, I went to the Ctc lab to get the specs by james. I retrieved the list in school so that I wouldnt have to go down at Cubao station and instead go directly to Gilmore.

In gilmore I wento to Pcx to check the price of the computer. Hehe turns out it's 100 pesos cheaper than the projected price. Of course the printer is not yet included in it ahaha. Not to mention the computer table. Just some problems with the casing and the motherboard haha oh well James would handle those ahaha.

At home, I just watched some tv and then slept. I woke up from a text about a meeting. I wasn't able to learn about it earlier since I checked my email yesterday early (around 5:00) and the notice came at around 6 oh welpz, I guess I should transfer important messages to my yahoo account so that I'll be notified when i have mail.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Christian Bautista - Say that you love me

Monday, November 22, 2004

Trip (sakyan mo na lang...)

Sabi nung nabasa ko kanina sa libro ko sa filipino 14 (ewan di ko na alam kung anong subject ang kinukuha ko) wag daw magsulat kapag walang gana. Hindi ko alam kung kasama sa tinutukoy niya ang mga blogs na tulad nito. Ngayon kasi ay wala akong ganang magsulat pero hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na ipagpatuloy ang aking pagtipa ng letra dito sa aking keyboard.

Wala akong maisip na isulat ngayon. Wala namang nangyaring kabanggit bangit ngayong araw. Maliban na lang siguro sa nangyari kaninang ES. Nasulat ko yung sagot na trophic levels dun sa quiz. Hehe ang galing dahil hindi ko naman siya nabasa dun sa handouts na pinakopya ko. Basta bigla na lang may kung anong hangin ang bumulong sa akin at nagpaandar sa kamay ko na nagsasabing isulat ko ay Trophic Level. Naalala ko ang isa pang bagay tungkol kanina. Kumuha na ako ng locker. Kinuha ko yung B 2118. Kabanggit-banggit siya dahil yun din yung locker ko nung nakaraang sem. Ewan ngayon ko lang naisip na hindi siya ganon kabanggit-banggit dahil pinapakita lang nito na simula pa lang nung unang sem., sobrang tamad ko nang nilalang kaya hindi ko man lang naikuha ang sarili ko ng locker sa 1st floor ng Berchman's.

Naasar ako sa sarili ko. Kung ibabase sa taas ang mga nagawa kong kabanggit banggit (pasensya na word for the day eh) wala man lang akong nagawang makabuluhang bagay. Naisip ko, may buhay bang umunlad dahil nasagot ko yung katanungang trophic levels? o kaya naman, aayos ba ang ekonomiya ng bansang Pilipinas dahil pareho ang locker ko ngayon at nung 1st sem? hayy nakakabobo talaga.

Kaninang Lit 14 (siyempre hindi nanaman ako sigurado kung 14 nga iyon) napagusapan namin ang salitang Satori o Sudden Enlightenment. Wala lang gusto ko lang siyang isulat kasi nung naalala ko yung satori naalala ko yung usapan namin nung isang araw tungkol sa Seize the Day at Enjoy the moment. Naisip ko, nagagawa ko nga ba ang pagseize (sabi ni sir yol mali daw ang pagsulat na paganyan) the day. Sapat na ba ang pagsagot, paglaro at pagtulog upang masabi ko na today, I seized the day?

Hindi ko alam kung anong patutunguhan nang sinusulat kong ito. Hanggang ngayon tumatakbo ang isip ko at tila ayaw niyang itigil ko ang pagpindot dito sa keyboard kong nanlilimahid sa dumi. Wala na talagang sense tong ginagawa ko, maraming "the quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog" na ang aking tinype at binura. Hayy ewan ang sabog ko talaga.

Nakakalasing ba ang Zesto na Mango Flavored? Sa kagustuhan ko kasing maibigay ang foil pack na nandito sa bahay (para sa ES project) halos gawin ko ng tubig ko ang Zesto Mango Flavor. Kaya siguro weird ang takbo ng isipan ko ngayon.

Sabi nung the Company sa kantang "Muntik na kitang minahal":
Ngayon ay aaminin ko na.
Na sana nga ay tayong dalawa,
Bawa't tanong mo'y iniwasan ko, Akala ko'y pagibig mo'y hindi totoo.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nangyari, damdamin ko sayo'y hindi ko nasabi
hanggang sa puso mo'y napagod sa paghihintay kay tagal.
Saka ko lang naisip
Muntik na kitang minahal.

Wala lang sana lang wag munang mapagod ang puso niya (pero siyempre pinagpalagay ko na rin na inaantay niya ako ng matagal na panahon na :P) Masyado lang akong torpe kaya hindi kita malapitan at masabihan na mahal kita. At siyempre nandyan nanaman yung pagiisip kung mahal na nga ba talaga kita kasi baka naman isa lang talaga akong taong malibog at napagkakamalan ko nang pagmamahal ito. Ika nga sa librong nabasa ko "My love is just a sentimentalized expression of my lust". Nagiingat kasi ako na baka ganito lang yun.

Pagdating ko sa bahay, latang lata ako. Kaya pagkabihis, hilamos, at pagtanggal ng contact lens (not necessarily in that order) ay natulog ako. Ngayon matutulog na ako pagkatapos kong magbihis, magayos ng bag, magburn ng cd, maghilamos, magdasal (not necessarily in that order).

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Sugarfree - Hari ng Sablay

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Sore...

Damn my body's so sore hehe...

After hearing mass and going to shopwise and taco bell. I went back home and slept. My body's so sore after yesterday's sportfest. I really needed the rest today ahaha. It's still kinda early but I'm already feelin' a bit sleepy.

Oh well classes again tomorrow. I hope I'll do well.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

South Border - Ikaw Nga

Taco Bell

Ive finally eaten at the Taco Bell here in Cubao

hehe wala lang

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Jewelry - Amore

Saturday, November 20, 2004

ACTM All Stars

Had no classes today but still went to Ateneo for the Sportsfest.

Went to the cov courts at around 11. Since we can't set up yet (there were still some Milo Best thingies), we just talked about some stuff hehe.

At around 12, i guess we were finally able to hang some banners. we had some trouble with the big Actm Sportfest banner pero ok na rin nasabit pa rin naman after some effort by Euric hehe. After that Shootaround na, tapos game time.

Basketball First game was against the Juniors. At first we were able to keep up with them,. even taking an 8 point lead at one point but it didn't last. Hehe Natalo kami sa three point shooting at fastbreaks nung kalaban. Pero oh well at least meron akong 1 Block ahaha. Got that after I went for the ball when someone shot while I was behind him ahaha. Ayos eh Solid! We eventually lost, but we didn't give up easily hehe. Chino was able to connect on four straight threes in one stretch but yun nga it ain't enough.

Since there were only 11 freshmen who atteneded, kami na rin ang naglaro sa volleyball. Because of Rules 3 on 6 lang dapat since mixed vball dapat pero naawa sila kaya ginawang 4 on 6. We won the first set but eventually lost the game ehehe.

After that battle for third sa basketball. For some reason biglang umuwi si Chino and some others. So 7 na lang ang freshmen basketball (+1 kasama si Ailish para lahat na ng freshmen). Tapos naglaro pa si gino at yung isa pang player namin ng badminton (wala nga kaming representatives). So we played with exactly 5 players. Ahaha damn nung game na to nagkakalat ako except for some neat stops on defense wala na. Ayun talo kami 29 points bwiset.

Then just watched the remaining games. Euric won the cockfight thingie so at last may panalo kami hehehe. Then the finals of the Basketball event na. Great match, the game even went into Overtime hehe, Bigla akong bumilib kay Uichico ahaha, kahit na hindi gaanong nagagamit sa Uaap ang lupit pala niya maging "take charge guy" (yung maglelead bahindi yung taga harang sa offensive foul) sa mga games.

After that eating contest for girls. It's a good thing that Ailish didn't eat her donuts since napunta sa amin hehehehe. Kaso while eating bigla akong nabasa wahaha bwiset na surprise yan basaan pala hehehe. Ok lang ligtas naman ako, comparing myslef to Chochay hmm para akong nanggaling sa isang mainit na desert. Haha astig sabi nga nung isang actm member pwede na nga siyang makicontest sa mga wet t-shirt thingies.

After that talk and stuff na lang. Then we played 21, hindi pa nga nakukuha yung stroke ko pinatayan na kami ng ilaw ahaha bad3p! After that uwian na!

Now Im thinking of a topic for my english paper. hahaha Meron na ako naisip pero tinatamad ako itype sa word.

Btw. Im Hopin na bilhin na ng dad ko yung pc tomorrow ahahaah damn!

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Blessed Union of Souls - Standing at the Edge of the Earth

Friday, November 19, 2004

Pictures...

Had nothing to do so I uploaded some of my pics...

Here's the link:
http://www.pbase.com/micoruiz/

please comment if ever you visit it thank you...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Jewelry - Tonight

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Rated...

Last academic day of the week for us... Hehe since ACP classes tomorrow.

Math was ok. To be honest I wasn't really listening to the class. I changed seats and was talking with Chris and Richmond ahaha. But I think Im still able to grasp the lessons so it's all good.

Then went to the ACTM Sportsfest booth at the Kotska Extension. Was with Yda first until some other members (err officers as well) came. I guess it was ok, not much happened during my shift except for some votes and a few sign ups. It was good meeting some new people though.

After that I went to the library. Bought some cookies from food for thought while on the way there. I saw Micci and she also gave me some beans. The food i ate in the Cr of the library hahaah. Then washed my face, (wash #1) and read a boo. I felt very sleepy so I asked Micci to wake me up when they are going to leave. Hehe I guess I had a very deep sleep even if it was just for 45 minutes.

On the way to Berchman's for Filipino Class we saw our blockmates huddled in the Voting Area for Comtech Cutie. I guess the block really voted big time since Chris suddenly took the lead hehe. Yeah Go Blockmates. Of course the 50 Pesos for Chris Del Rosario from Chris Del Rosario was the clincher wahaha.

Then euric signed up for basketball, so I followed his lead and joined too. I dont know I hope I can play on saturday ahaha.

Filipino class was disappointing since we were not able to watch the movie since the laptops cannot play the cds. James even went back home to bring his laptop but this time the music did not play darn. Oh well sabi nga ni Sir Yol "Shit Happens", at isa pang quotable quote from Sir "Sabi nga ni David Pomeranz : It's as if the powers of the universe conspired para di tayo makapanood ngayon". Hehe Yeah Boi!

After that we went back to the Kotska Extension to vote for Chris Again hehe. After that we talked about where we were goin after. hehe we decided to go to eastwood early and watch a movie before the ACTM party. We also saw sir Morano hehe. We also someone wearin her pants too low... crissy talked to her about it naman so it's ok na hehe.

The ride with Khristian to eastwood was very funny, haha Khristian's stories, and story telling methods are really hillarious. When we were in eastwood we decided not to watch a movie, we were waiting in the cinema lobby since there were sofas there ahaha. While waiting I washed my face again (haha 2nd wash). Then Vanjo had to go to Ua&P so we accompanied him then decided to take a walk. We saw this really cute Winnie the Pooh toy in Toy Works ahaha. I wonder what the store staff thought of us, Since there were 5 of us Nikki, Khristian, Lace, Aidz and I, playing with the toy for 3 year olds ahaha. Not to mention we went back to it later pa ahahaha.
We ate at mcdonalds. hehe twister fries are back. Kinda expensive though. Khristian and I had a lot of fun with the Happy meal toys hehehe damn bumabalik na ata ako sa pagkabata.

Then we stayed in front of the Big Kahuna, We were a pretty big group already with Euric, Khristian, Vanjo, Me, Lace, Aidz, Nikki, Kathy and Rhea ahaha. After a while we just went up and waited there. Upstairs Michelle also joined the block.

We then caught our first glimpse of Chris ahaha. Damn HE looked BEAUTIFUL. Haha. He could win in both the Male and Female Categories of the Comtech Cuties Contest ahahaha.

When we were let in, I realized just how supportive the block can be. There were 15 of us from the block who went there namely Aidz, Lace, Michelle, Nikki, Anje, Barbie, Rhea, Kathy, Jace, Vanjo, Euric, Me, Miah, Chino and Khristian (and Miah's friend Berto and Chris' Gf Lalaine too), cheering wildly for Chris during his walk ahaha. The whole block actually occupied a whole table ahaha.

The performances were all good, hehe. Chris also won as Comtech Cutie (err for the male division ahaha) Yeah!.And after that fraggy sang. Haha feel ko wala na lahat ng respeto ko kay fraggy sa pagkantang yun. Haha just kidding Fraggy Rocks!!!

I had to leave since Miah wanted to go home already at makikisabay lang ako so there. haha Damn I really want to Drive.

At home I didnt really do anything (except for this blog) I guess, i was so tired of the days activity since I slept late (cause of talking with Shieko til around 1:40) and waking up early ahaha (for school).

Wow haven't posted something this long in a while, I guess I really enjoyed all the happenings today. Hehe from 12 am to 11:57pm. haha It's as if the powers of the Universe conspired to make me happy today... thanks!

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

David Pomeranz - Born For You

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Defend Yourself...

Spent most of the day in Ateneo damn...

7:30 for math. I actually made it on time ahaha. Yeah. I Should Really get up early now, I guess the long break affected my body clock a bit ahha. Anywayz, we had this darn quiz in math where I think I got a 3 damn.

Watered my plant for Es, I didn't really see any improvements but at least it's still alive. I really wish some of the other seeds start growing. Hehe I have some backup plants here in my house ahaha just in case di ba?

Then Spent the break watching rychus do some ambigrams on the board and doin my math stuff but still di ko magawa.

Then went to the library to read some japanese stories. Hehe cool book.Some stories were kinda lengthy though.

Then Es time, Usual stuff, recitation, at the end of the class I finally asked for a seat transfer to the middle ahahaha.

Then Chris and I went to Starbucks para magpalamig. Saw Melo and yun said Hi, Siguro mga 20 minutes lang kami sa starbucks since may class kami ng 2:00.

WEnt back to the lib to continue reading the book. I guess I stayed there until 4 15. Hehe I wanted to stay longer but I still had to go to acp.

The acp thingie was ok. Some good tips on defending myself especially when I commute (which I often do). Kaso ewan there seems to be somethin lacking ahaha ewan.

Medyo sabog na ako hassle na buhay to.

I NEED YOUR LOVE 'CAUSE I'M ON FIRE! wala lang galing sa initial d

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Initial D OST - I Need Your Love

Muntik na Kitang Minahal

May sikreto akong sasabihin sa 'yo
Mayroong nangyaring hindi mo alam
Ito'y isang lihim itinagong kay tagal
Muntik na kitang minahal

'Di ko noon nakayang ipadama sa 'yo
Ang nararamdaman ng pusong ito
At hanggang ngayon ay naaalala pa
Muntik na kitang minahal

Ngayon ay aaminin ko na
Na sana nga'y tayong dalawa
Bawa't tanong mo'y iniwasan ko
Akala ang pag-ibig mo'y 'di totoo
'Di ko alam kung anong nangyari
Damdamin ko sa 'yo'y hindi ko nasabi
Hanggang ang puso mo'y napagod
Sa paghihintay kay tagal, saka ko lang naisip
Muntik na kitang minahal


Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
The Company - Muntik na Kitang Minahal

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Reawakening...

Spent my day with friends...

I was almost late for math, I dunno maybe even late ahh basta. Ewan ang sabog. Kaming sa likod, Richmond, I and this other girl, (actually most of the time kami ni richmond) usap tulong na lang ahaha. Im kinda happy that im getting the lessons in math. I might actually pass this course.

I went to water my es project. Hassle may tumubo nga nagiisa naman ahaha sana yung ibang seeds tumubo pa. After that timeout, time to use the Clean and Clear thingie I bought ahahaha.

Went with Chris to Starbucks. Saw His Girlfriend (Lalaine) and a friend of Lalaine (Farah ata yun). Ayun kulitan lang, mostly about celfone and stuff ahaha. We had to leave at around 10:15 since the girls have classes.

Then we went to the Ctc com labs to spend the remaining hour and 30 minutes. Checked our friendster accounts and also the email thingies hehehe.

Filipino was ok. We had a quiz I got a measly 8 out of 15 oh well. I read the book but then I guess it didn't really register in my mind...

Chris was kind enough to Drive Miah, Vanjo and I to the MRT station. And I think Anje was also given a ride home by Chris ahaha. Iba na talaga kapag nakacefiro ahahaha. (Hmm according to our teacher mali ang "nakacefiro" it should have been "gumagamit ng kotseng cefiro" so there).

Arrived home at around 2:00. Just watched tv and downloaded some songs. Chatted with some people after ahaha. Ang saya nung usapan namin ni Nikki ahaha wala lang. :P

Im Starting to watch the series called Lovers in Paris. Hmm maganda siya nakakaooh ahahaa. Two out of Two pa ko in short walang sablay!

Hayy I guess this is life, sabi nga sa charmed ang paghandle ng sadness ganito You Grieve and then You Move On...
Well I guess Im moving on na ahaha. At sabi nga ni Utada Hikaru, Movin' On without you...

Ahahaa Ewan parang ang lught ng feeling ko, sabi nga ng Pretty In Pink (tama ba yun?) Ang Gaan Gaan ng Feeling... Tama ganyan nga parang tinuloy pa ni Sandara Park ng sabihin niyang Walang Sabit ahaha yan ganyan ang pakiramdam ko ngayon...

Ewan ko na nga lang kung anong pakiramdam ko kapag nagreact na siya wahahaha.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
UFO Baby OST - Boy Meets Girl

Monday, November 15, 2004

para sa kanya...

I was in the bath when some thoughts came to my mind...

Thoughts about some stuff, someone, somethin ahh basta here's a letter for her.




_______,

I guess what someone said earlier got me thinkin. I guess Oo nga immature ako. Immature in some ways, in some aspects. pero as a whole, I beg to differ. I think that everyone is immature in some way. Siguro nagkataon lang na yung mga immaturies na yun ang lumitaw nung naguusap tayo.But I believe that the maturity on the things that you fine me immature comes with experience that I get as I grow older.

I dunno. I guess Im tired of apologizing. Siguro sawa na ako sa kakasorry sa yo. Pagdating sa mga little nuisances na hindi mo gusto sa kin hanggang sa mga bagay na nagagawa ko na may kamalian -sorrry, Kapag hindi mo nagustuhan ang joke - sorry, pag pangit ang pagkasabi ng bagay - sorry. Ewan para tuloy lagi na lang may nakikitang di mo gusto tungkol sa akin. Mga bagay na natural sa akin na hindi mo tanggap. Sometimes it makes me think na mali lang talaga ang pagkatao ko pero ewan siguro ang mali lang talaga ay yung match natin, siguro hindi talaga dapat tayo nagkatagpo...

Sabi ko nga sa taas, siguro hindi lang tayo match. Pero sinubukan ko naman. Even to a point na Sinupress ko yung mga bagay na natural sa personalidad ko para lang kahit papano hindi ka maturnoff sa kin, Pero yun nga hindi naman ata gumana. Ang labo eh, If I want to be true to myself, You won't like me. And if I try to change naman, the change is not enough. Hinahanap mo pa rin ang mga pagbabago sa akin. Hindi ko naman sinasabing ayaw kong magbago, pero alam mo yun? sana naman kahit papano may matira pa sa akin. I hope na there are some stuff about me and my personality that you would accept and not ask me to change.

Don't get me Wrong, This ain't a hate letter. As a matter of fact I love to cherish the 2 weeks that we shared. The 2 weeks helped me understand my personality better. Helped me understand how ready I am for a relationship (I guess di ako ready). The 2 weeks were very exciting (haha ang loser no walang nangyari pero exciting)/ Those two weeks were filled with the questions "Could it Be's?", Could She Be's? "Would this be?" and Is this it's. Pero I guess wala na,the only question left about us is "What could have been?"

Anywayz, Sorry and Thank You

Mico

Ay Wait, Pahabol:

ooh, ayoko nang mag-sorry sawa na ko mag sisi
pasensya ka na,
mabilis lang ako mataranta

ako ang hari ng sablay, ako ang hari ng sablay
hinding hindi makasabay
sabay sa hangin ng aking buhay
(taken from Sugarfree;s Hari ng Sablay)

Wala lang parang ako yan ngayon...


Ewan gusto ko lang siyang sabihin. Matagal nang naipon sa sarili ko eh. Im not sure if she would read this blog naman, if ever naman na mabasa niya malalaman ba niyang siya ang tinutukoy ko? And even if she does ahaha siyempre aamin ba ako? :P hayy

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Ntwine - I Hope It's You

format...

Haven't Blogged Since thursday, kinda weird since I ain't really busy hehe just lazy I guess...

Friday::
I had to bring a plant for es. Kinda hard lugging around a pot with soil.

We had a free cut in lit so I had two hours as a break, I wanted to go out but the plant was kinda distracting so I just stayed in the ctc com lab.

ES finally came and I was able to plant seeds and leave the pot in the Greenhouse Yeah ahaha. Lab was finished quite early so I went with Chris to starbucks to meet his girlfriend. We submitted some es requirements to Ms. Unso's Pigeonhole on the way, damn ang layo pala nun... well actually hindi naman pero hindi siya malapit.

Sa starbucks kulitan lang. Had a fun time trying to figure out how to get Lalaine's sun sim card to work. It was raining outside so it was good that I stayed with them.

Saturday:
Almost used the whole day chatting. I did go out for a while to buy some stuff and saw NFSU 2 but then just as the first one didn't work on my system, hehe ayaw din gumana damn!

Sunday:
Got frustrated with things not workin on my p that I backed up my files and prepared to format.

Went to mass and then bought some additional blank cd's Im really serious about formatting now. Called James and asked how to format ahaha damn I forgot it already. Then talked with james about stuff until boom wala nang laman ang pc ko... that was around 5:30

Spent the next 7 hours of the day (and today) recovering some lost programs and stuff. I guess it did good since my computer has more space now and has updated programs. Kinda shitty that I lost some logs of chats though darn. I forgot to back those up.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Kiss - Because I'm A Girl

Thursday, November 11, 2004

11:11 11/11

Wala lang...
Just saw the date and time and Im kinda amused
They say I should make a wish...Well I got lots of wishes...

I wish...
for good health for me, friends and family
that I'll get into the Dean's List this semester
that I'll be given my own car.for a new computer.
for a digicam
for my own tv
for more friends
for a new cell phone

and lastly and most important of all...
I wish for peace on earth (if that's already wished for by others then change that with a beautiful,kind and sweet girlfriend)

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
King - Will You Wait for Me

From the RSF...

Ive still got 2 hours and 30 minutes to go til classes ahaha damn.

Damn this rsf keyboard ahaha.

Had this quiz in Math, The worst i can get is 4 ahaha but it was over 10 and i didnt have a clue on how to do the second five point problem so I guess I'll get a 6 as the highest I can get.

Ive just printed my ES Stuff, Later Im gonna get some scissors cut this thing and have it laminated. I also got Hans' pots for the Lab tomorrow. Hehe Im a little nervous I dont think I can do well with plants but Oh well kaya yan!

Wonder what I'll do next ahahha darn it. I should really go to the gym so that My time won't be wasted oh welpz.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
none (walang speakers at songs na matino dito sa computer na gamit ko eh)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Random Thoughts...

Some Random thoughts and questions:

* How would you know if you've fallen in love with the person already?
* "I Turn to Radio On, I Turn the Radio up and someone was singing my song" <- how often have I said that the song playing on the radio is my story...
* Is it possible to fall trully in love with more than one person?
* Why am I so damn mushy today?
* What is it with Chinitas,athletic type or sporty girls that makes me go crazy?
* If I die today, would anyone that isn't related to me cry?
* Why do I live a fucked up life yet feel somewhat happy?
* Glacial Love...
* Why Have I not Sleeped Yet?
* "Feels like I took my last step, And my last breath in my life..." haha wala lang ang saya nito sa without you ni Charlie Wilson
* Bakit ang bait ni ______ sa akin?
* Malabo si ______ (different from above blank) pero aliw siya.
* "I Sing Without You" (Wala lang tumunog "X Japan - Longing" sa winamp eh)
* Where Can I download Ntwine's Hope It's You?
* How long until my hair goes back to it's long (sunod sa galaw ahaha) form?
* Have I Actually Ever Loved A person?
* If You Were Here with me
* I still understand Math 19
* Because of her, I've began asking myself if im ready for a relationship
* Lyndon Gregorio and Bob Ong are the Filipino Versions of Robert Fulghum.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

SIAM SHADE - Dreams

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

The Notebook

Since Today was tuesday, I had a 3 hour break...

I Finished The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks in about an hour. It was romantic, but hmm I dunno there's just something about it that makes me like it a "lil bit lesser" than how I'd usually like it. I can't put my finger on it though ehehe oh welps. I guess I'll watch the movie now, hehe I remember telling myself that I'd only watch the movie after reading the book.

Oh welpz, Makes me wonder if Love can really conquer all. And if love does conquer all, Why hasn't it conquered me yet? hahaha

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Gackt - Leeca

If You Were Here

The train's gone, and I am standing alone.
I think of you and wonder if you think of me, too.
I'm back to the town that I was born in.
To think of my life and to start it over with you.

Cause, you know, we've been in a maze of love.
And we are losing control to get away.
Here I am walking on the hill in this town.
Like in my childhood that seems like yesterday.
If... you... were... here with me.
You could feel the way I do now.
If... you... were... here with me.
You could see what I am looking for now.

I need to come to the hill on my own
When I feel lonely, dreaming of the future to come.
The feel of the wind makes me understand.
That I will have to face the problem to overcome

Btw...
Happy bday Mama!


Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
DDR - If You Were Here

Monday, November 08, 2004

It's 2 am I must be...

Im Chatting with Dinn and helping her out in her homework.

Im really bored, hehe Can't Sleep though, good thing Dinn's here to keep me company. Ahaha I don't want to go to school tomorrow. But there's ES and Math and PE 101 so oh well damn...

Oh 2 fast, 2 furious na to tsk tsk help?

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Ja Rule - Furious

Sunday, November 07, 2004

haircut

For some Reason, I decided to get a haircut today...

I wasn't even planning on going out but then I had to print some stuff for literature and buy some gardening tools for ES so there. I went out and then suddenly something just hit me and say why not get a hair cut...

WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!! Wahh bye bye hair, ahaha I miss them, My head feel's a bit lighter now haha seriously damn... Actually the haircut was pretty good but then I dunno I guess Im not used to "long-ish" hair na. Im used to Long and thick ahaha.

Oh well...

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Detective Conan OST - Still For Your Love

Saturday, November 06, 2004

NSTP orientation

A boring saturday...

I just played video games and chatted with some people until Nstp orientation came.

The orientation was short but it was a big hassle since it started at 3:30 ahaha damn.

Boo Lakers, damn kobe...
Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Loveholic - Sad Story

Friday, November 05, 2004

Tears I Cried...

You take the tears I cried and lift me up to the bluer skies
Yes, you gave me hope and meaning to my life,
I love you so
You never asked me why, just smiled and took all the tears I cried
Baby, now I know what love is
and what I am living for..


Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
SIAM SHADE - Tears I Cried

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Copies..

Damn i needed to wake up early again ahaha kaasar na tong early morning class...

When I arrived in the classroom I borrowed Hans' math book to read the reading assignment. It was lucky i did that since there was a quiz in math. Ahaah thanks to hans i was able to get a good score.

Most of the class went to the ORP to buy the book. Unfortunately it was out of stock already. So I borrowed Hans' book again and went to Kotska to get it photocopied. I guess it took about an hour but since some of my blockmates where there waiting for the book (they would like to photocopy it cheaper in a shop outside ateneo) I had some company.

When it was finished, we went out to copy trade. they went to have the book copied while i went to get the book binded.as we were leaving I bought a ticket for actms raffle thingie. I got a chance to win a tv or a cam and I got a ballpen.

There we found out that it was actually more expensive to have it copied outside ahaha. Copy Trade didn't have ring binding machine so I went to the other shop to have it bound. After that we went to Tapa King to eat ahaha. It had been a long time since I tasted Tapa King food and i think it was nice. Just a bit too oily though.
Aidz, Vanjo, Hans, Barbie and I went back to Copy Trade. We then found out that they have not yet finished the book even if nearly an hour had passed hehe damn. Since it was just 11:00 am and our class was at 12:00 we decided to wait for it.

But they were still not able to finish it when it was 11:45 already so they decided to leave it and come back after classes.

The filipino class was great. The professor seemed like a fun guy. hehe If you require the class to have "artista" notebooks and have an email address of baogka@yahoo.com then that's saying something ehehe.

After class I checked the second hand books area at kotska for the likha books. But they were not availabe so I left for the cov courts. On the way I saw Miah, Rica and Ralph so I just chatted with them first.

After that I went to the covered courts to play some basketball. It was just a shoot around (I haven't warmed up or even changed clothes) when I went up for a rebound and jammed my finger on the ball ahaha damn. I had not even taken a shot yet and I'm already injured ahaha. But during the time I was at the courts it didn't hurt that much, I was even able to put in a few good shots and layups with that finger ahaha little did I know that it would hurt me big time.

When I was at home I realized that it hurt more than I initially thought ahaha. Damn Im even having a hard time typing this blog hahaha damn damn damn.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Alamid - Your Love

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

The second sem

Wahh slept at around 4:00 na wahahaha...

Damn had to wake up at 6:00 so that I can take a bath early. Though my class is scheduled at 7:30 there are a lot of people here and only one bathroom. Ahaha. After the bath, I didnt dress up right away and instead burned a cd ahaha.

Was nearly late since I waited for the train for about 11 minutes ahaha. Then met Kams on the way up. Passed by Jollibee and bought a large dalandan juice. 25 pesos for that damn. Rode a trike to the overpass since Im gonna be late if i walk or wait for aahaha.

The teacher in math was ok, he seems friendly enough ahaha. I need a book though, so I guess I'll get one tomorrow. The english and lit were same ahaha. Lit seemed a bit "funner" ahaha I guess Sir Remoto really likes to teach this subject. Then ES, neat group, neat class, neat teacher ahaha darn plant. Pe was free-cut so uwian na.

Miah passed by my house to borrow the Nba Live 2005 cd's ehehe. I lent it to him, since I can't play it in this computer anyway.

After some chatting, I slept, I guess, I needed sleep since I had very little of it this morning.

Then woke up, took a bath and chatted again ahaha.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:
Jocelyn Enriquez - Kailanman

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Happy Birthday to Me...

Today is My Birthday ahaha...

The day wasn't very exciting though. Actually it was quite boring ehehehe.

I woke up at around 8:50am hehe. I just washed my face, and then went to the computer to chat. I guess I chatted til around 11:30 hehe downloading stuff as well.

Yehey, I was finally able to download the Laban maskman song eheheh! I also downloaded the Mask Rider Black opening theme.

Then i realized that there was somethin wrong with my OS. So i had to reinstall the windows 98 ehehe. damn. I'm wating for the new computer...

Took a bath and after that I slept ahaha. I guess I was sleeping for about 2 hours.I shouldn't have done that though. I got an early class tomorrow (7:30am) and I don't think I'm accustomed to waking up early since My earliest class last sem was at 9:00am damn.

Then I played some playstation ahaha. It was fun playing chocobo racing hehe. Then watched what might be the final episode of Hungry Heart ahaha good thing I watched today.

We then went to Dencio's to eat. My sister and aunt weren't able to join us since my sister had a practice session in skating and my aunt accompanied her. Hehe great food. They really have one of the best sisigs I have tasted.

Back at home, I played PS, chatted and then watched 2 fast, 2 furious. hehe

And that was how I celebrated my birthday and the last day of my sembreak.

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Initial D OST - Running in the 90s

Laban Maskman!!!

Finally I was able to download the Filipino Version of the Hikari Sentai Maskman theme! Im so happy ahahaha

Thanks to those who greeted me on my birthday!

Glacial Love
Currently Listening to:

Maskman - Laban Maskman