I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all
I dont know, I am frustrated for some reason. I dont understand. I guess reality is slowly catching up with me. Perhaps life thinks that the fairy tale story that im living should come to an end.
I guess I should have realized it sooner. I had been living the best weeks of my life. Its only natural that it stops and I come crashing back to reality.
No more late night fantasies, no more early morning daydreams, no more afternoon ecstacies. Though it was fun while it lasted...
It's over, no kind words for me please. Just time to sit on my sorrow, time to wallow in melancholy, just some solitary time before I move on.