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Another boring day, to be honest it was a very boring week save for some excitement because of meetings and gimiks...

I asked James to edit the template of this blog, and well here is it now, im gonna fix the colors on a later date im getting kinda lazy even if there is nothing to do...

Played badminton last thursday. well it was actually my first time to play with a net and a real racket and shuttlecock, you know not the cheap ones that are being sold at malls today. I kinda enjoyed it might try to get myself into it.

Got my webcam yesterday and well it's doing pretty ok, save for the fact that i am in a dark place and there's nothing i can do anymore to enhance the quality of the images oh welps...

Status: Disconnecting to be online

Boring day again...

I didnt go online yesterday. I dont know sumthin just clicked in my head and said hey dont go online today (something bad will happen?) hehe and well i didnt. And i didnt really "miss" being online. It made me realize that though I am almost always online and use up so many hours chatting and surfing it is an empty activity for me. I mean it does consume time but that's all that it actually does, so far I havent really done anything useful or meaningful with it

Well obviously i connected to the net today, but I didnt connect to irc. I dunno, i guess i got quite tired with chatting since i have done it for some years already. But well, chatting has actually become somewhat a part of my life. It has been a refuge for my weary soul, a place for the latest infos on things that are actually happening in the "real world". It is also a way for me to meet some people and make new friends. Heck, one of the girls that I am very close to is someone that I havent even seen a person.

I guess i kinda like meeting people in Irc. IRc lets you interact with people but still gives you enough of a barrier so that you wont be too uncomfortable. Sometimes its a lot easier to open up to a complete stranger in chat, than to open up to a real friend. And Irc actually has a way for you to avoid the slip of the tongue since here there is a backspace button hehe. And I guess in Irc removes the discrimination against the appearance of people, here (well at least for me) as long as you can type your ok. Although sometimes the barrier itself can be a bad thing. It hides emotions and real motives of people but still what difference it is from the "plastic" people in the real world...

But on the telephone line I am anyone, I am anything I want to be
I can be a supermodel or Norman Mailer and you wouldn't know the difference But on the telephone line I am any height, I am any age I want to be
I can be a caped crusader, a space invader and you wouldnt know the difference or would you?
- Santa Monica by Savage Garden

Tick, Tock

I was so bored that I actually looked at the clock and a watched time go by while listening to its rhytmical tick tock.

I noticed how slowly time goes by when you are bored. A second seemed like an hour during those moments. Then I remembered the moments when I was very happy, these moments when time seemed to go too fast. When I dont even notice that plenty of hours have passed. I guess time is not really measured by hours, minutes or even seconds. I guess time is measured by how much fun you had while a moment passed by. I guess (wow three guesses) it something like saying that the day was slow when you were doing nothing and that time flies when you are enjoying it.

I guess it's kinda weird, paradoxical even, that when I look at it now; the first three months of 2004 seemed to go too fast. But I remember during those days, when I was actually living on that timeframe when I said that the week was going too slow. Maybe it was too much schoolwork which made me quite burdened. then I realized that this moments should have been made special. I should have enjoyed these moments and lived them to the fullest.

Funny how the simple tick-tock of the clock can open up so many thoughts...

TESTIFY!!!

Wow today is another fall out day of a gimik, in short boring

Wow I cant believe that I was so bored to a point that I began making testimonials to a lot of my friends in friendster hehe. I guess I made 30 of them today well i have 408 friends there so far and if i would make testis for 350 of them hmm some computations.

number of testimonials i plan to make when im bored: 350
number of testimonials i think i have made: 45

well it means that there are still 305 testimonials to go. if im going to do this well i wont be a very bored person till summer ends hehe.

I hate it when it's stiff...

Damn I'm sick...

Well I have colds and fever and a stiff neck to boot. The fever and colds I can live with but the stiff neck is really causing me some distress and its damn frustrating. I cant lie down well, I cant hold my head up and I cant look to my left side without it causing me some pain. I wonder if this is really just stiff neck because this time its really very painful. I know I have a pretty high threshold when it comes to pain but damn this is really troublesome. Hehe could this be a sprained neck hehe.

Im in love with the song Go the Distance sung by the korean group Sugar. It is a japanese song that the group sung because they want to enter the japanese market...

The Sound of Silence

Damn, Another boring day in the life of mico ruiz...

Woke up at around 9 am. Had nothing to do so I turned on the computer and well played NBA Live. After that I watched some tv and then played again. Then I was asleep for some hours which is a good excuse to tell my mom on why I am still awake at this hour.

Well I found out that My Internet Explorer can;t handle embedded music files. I dont know why probably becasue of the built in player that IE 6 has. I guess Im not losing much since I only know of a few sites that still make use of the embedded sound files. But still knowing that your browser is somewhat faulty is not really that nice...

Rebirth

Haven't blogged for some time now. I guess I kinda got busy or lazy or both.

As I said before Im already an Atenean but still I believe that La Salle spirit is still very alive inside of me. I guess the roots of being a La Sallian really goes down deep. I wont deny that Im having some second thoughts about the decision. hehe I guess a factor is the reality that there are a lot of chinitas in dlsu damn hehe. I guess a somewhat of a consolation would be the fact that the course that im taking up in Ateneo is filled with chinitas ahaha.

On a more serious side, My sister is sick. I guess it struck me since she was somewhat near death. To be honest I was fearing the worst. I guess I was already conditioning myself of her loss... And the guilt that comes with not being able to show her how much I really cared for her. Luckily She's getting a lil bit better everyday. I guess this is something like a lesson. At least now I know that I should show someone how much I really love him/her before its too late.

Decision

I went to Ateneo today...

Im now an Atenean, after all the difficult days that I experienced thinking about my college life, I've finally decided to become an Atenean. I dont know I guess I weighed the pros and cons of being in Ateneo than in La Salle and I guess even if it's not very clear yet, Ateneo seemed to be a better choice than going to dlsu...

Clean Up day

Nothing much happened today.

I just watched my sassy girl 3 straight times hehe. I couldnt use the computer since I was cleaning up. I did maintenance checks on the computer and well I was not able to do anything with the computer. Oh well

Watching the film it made me realize that i want to experience the thing they call love. hehe I guess the line from the film that goes "I want to meet a girl like those of the romantic comic books" is applicable to me. And I guess I want to experience the feeling of being in a car with the girl hugging you as you head for home...

I believe... When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky.
I believe... The way back to you will feel a little far.
I'll carry all those memories deep inside me.
I'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall. - I Believe, OST My Sassy Girl

Fate is Building A Bridge of Chance for Someone you Love"
- my sassy girl

It's so nice to be happy

Got my report card this morning. I got the 4a Lavatory pass as well hehe

Then we sorted through all the grad pics. Hehe it is kinda funny to "meet" some people who i didnt even know were my batchmates. It was kinda tedious though.
The whole morning spent on matching pics and names oh well hehe.

Then we played some basketball, and then we went to podium. There we played billiards and I was able to get off some pretty nifty shots. After that we ate then we headed to the arcade. The arcade was great, playing dance maniax was very fun. Then we went to toby's to shoot some hoops and finally we went home.

I guess it is really very nice to be happy (sha la la la)

and we sleep all, sleep all day

another very boring day I guess...

Hehe today I woke up pretty late I guess it was around 9:30am, hehe then I ate and then used the computer til 11:30 then I slept. Then I woke up at around 1 pm then I just played the computer til 5 pm then I slept again. I woke u pat around 8 and now I'm still up hehe what a wasted day.

I guess my body is trying to regain the sleep that I missed during all my schooldays. I was asleep for around 13 hours today I guess Im really resting up hehe...

Hanggang Dito na lamang at hanggang sa muli (part2)

Well graduation was today...

Today was kinda anticlimactic. Hehe although I was already in quite a sentimental mood during the days leading up to graduation day today seemed normal. Hehe no crying, no tears, not that much emotion besides happiness. It could be because the school is an all boy's school so we could have been keeping our emotions to ourselves and it made the atmosphere not conducive to emotions or It could also be that Im cvery confident in the bonds that I have formed with my friends during my high school life that's why I am not worried at all about the fact that we are going our separate ways. I guess I have faith on those bonds, faith that they will be able to traverse and overcome the distance brought about by our difference of choices in school.

Turning point...

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go... - Green Day - Good Riddance (Time of your life)

I went to Lsgh this morning to watch GALS. Well Poveda won the cheering competion they were up against AC and well they won by a pretty large margin.
After that we played some basketball and then to LInkshot to play war craft.

Tomorrow's my graduation and I guess it's gonna be the turning point in my life. I still don't know what school to choose. I only have three choices and yet my head hurts, I guess Im gonna decide the week after graduation but still thinking about my decision is becoming such a stressful act.

Graduation time

Went to poveda's gs graduation hehe...

The sisters of my friends were graduating so we had some guest passes (but we didnt really use them) so we went. Hehe while seeing them graduate I kinda saw myslef. Moving on up. changing the environment, living a new chapter in my life. Although it is different since they will still have high school, and Im going to college I guess it still affects me. Oh well I guess Im just a sentimental fool.

After the graduation my classmate treated us at yellow cab. The pizza was great, after that we played billiards ( I still suck at it) and Counterstrike ( I am sucky now, very rusty). I guess the gang is really trying to bond now, because of the fact that we are about to graduate.

Thanksgiving party

Last practice day YEHEY!

We had our baccalaureate mass and recognition day in the morning, I was able to get three thingies, 2nd honors (expected, hehe i never get anything better). Deportment Award (but of course im angelic!), and LOyalty Award! (hail hail alma mater hail to de lasalle). After that we had our grad practice, hehe i guess it turned out pretty ok, even if i was already sleeping at some parts of it.

When night came, we had our teacher's thanksgiving party. I guess Im pretty lucky I was able to get 600 pesos worth of Smart Load hehe. damn, I really can't believe im about to leave the place where I felt truly at home. I think im really gonna miss high school (save for some persons hehe). I just hope the bonds of friendship that I had formed during these years would remain, or even get stronger.

Frustrated Artist

Another boring grad practice day.

Nothing much to talk about, The grad practice is really eatin up my time.
hehe I did join deviantart though, well at least I'll have a venue where I can display some of my mediocre artworks...

http://goldenx.deviantart.com

BLEEP?

Boring day today, just some boring graduation practice.

Ok grad practice sucked. I was asleep during the second part,when they were practicing the songs, but Ken said I was also singing, so I guess I was just half asleep. Hehe when I got home I was able to upload some pics from the grad ball. And I guess I can now say that I am fully addicted to the variations on kanon by George winston hehe. well that's about everything that happened today.

Solitary Cross...

Graduation Practice started today

A lot of things happened. In the morning I was a little bit saddened by the fact that I was not able to make it to the top 20 of the batch. I guess part of the sadness comes from the belief that I deserved a spot there than some others, then again I may be wrong. The ball pics were also given to us today. My date was actually very pretty but I guess I wrecked the picture because of my weird smile... Then grad practice started and it was very boring hehe. Afterwards we went to Gale to make copies of the group ball pics and it took so long, it took around 2 hours and 30 minutes but I guess seeing the pictures kinda made it worth the wait.

The ball pics did make me think about some things that happened during the ball. Hehe It made me realize that different people have different views regarding intimacy, aggresiveness and stuff like that. Some would enjoy it, some don't care and some feel uneasy about it. I guess I also realized that aggresiveness is a relative term. Some may view those kinds of acts as plain friendliness, some would see it as being romantic while some see it as taking advantage of some sorts so it would be a reason for uneasiness. I guess it also depends on how the person knows you. Maybe my "normal" self aint the one who would be a little aggressive so maybe my partner would feel a little uncomfortable. Finally, I think it also depends on the relationship that you have with someone, I guess when you have a friendly relationship and then you do some things that may seem that friends dont normally do hehe I guess it would really make someone feel uneasy... oh well

I guess this is one of the few times where I have really felt that
from the depths of my soul, a thing called loneliness is coming...

I Believe...

Last apex day was today...

So there I took the apex hehe it was kinda hard, the basic computer wasnt very basic daym. I also left a black and white grad pic in mcdonalds taft hehe i dunno it was kinda crumpled so i just left it there oh welpz. So a hot chinese girl too, too bad i wasnt able to talk to her or sumthin. Hehe my uncle left today also, hehe I guess he'll be back next summer. and lastly I had a haircut, I guess this would be the last haircut in a long while...

darn im still so sentimental because of that my sassy girl, i guess the film got me believing in love and twists of fate and stuff like that...

MAX

My uncle's leaving tomorrow...

I bought my barong today, hehe I can't believe I spent that much for something that would most likely be one time use hehe...

Since my uncle is leaving tomorrow, we decided to treat him to dinner. There were 13 of us and we chose Max restaurant and wow I think we ordered to much food. After we were finished eating there were still enough food for I guess 2 more dinners...

Making some noise!

Hehe I installed the alter lansing speakers with subwoofers, yeah

Hehe Im making some pretty sweet noise with the new speakers, It has a deeper, richer, and crisper sound than my preivous speaker, hehe the only sad thing is my speaker systme is way better than the whole computer daym! hehe

The Answer...

My uncle came to the philippines today.

I was hyped I woke up at 3 am probably because of the excitement about my uncle. Heeh didnt have anything to do so I made a 4A pbase site (www.pbase.com/lsgh4A2004) hehe had a difficult time uploading due to my crappy connection. Then it happened my uncle came, It was great to see him again after a year. Hehe of course the things that he got for me were great as well. Of course the Shoes were great that I cant stop blabbing about it hehe. Then the practice for our presentation came, and then the yearbook cd thingie in eastwood and finally the trip to podium. hehe I guess we were a little bit wiser now and spent far lesser than we did before. I found another addiction though, the dance dance thingie that uses hands hehe...

oh well that's basically what happened today.

the fall out

Im pretty tired, I really need rest.

Tuesday Afternoon, I went to lsgh to meet up with some friends to go to the publishing office. We went and there I learned of ringo's overnight bday party. Then we went to the publishing thingie and after that I rushed home to get my things packed. I had a great time there. Great food, great drinks, great friends hehe. We played PS2 and basketball and of course no more sleep for me. I really had a great night, it strengthened the bonds of friendship aong the class, and It gave me the opportuniy to get to know better those who I am not really that close with.

The only sad thing about yesterday was when a problem was confirmed. My friend texted me about it and although I knew there was already a problem, I guess the text was something like a strong signal that it is true and not just something that you can just sleep over. Hehe can't really say much about the problem, the only thing that I can mention is that it's kinda hard to apologize to that person since she really didnt confront me about it. I guess she was kinda shy so she really couldn't tell me straight that something was wrong, oh well. I still dont know how to fix the problem but I will talk to her about it.

Dream, Drive, Drift!... Initial D

No classes today...

I spent my morning watching Initial D. Damn they drive so great I cant wait to get my license and drive. But until that Im gonna get the remaining cds of the initial d series ehehe. After watching I slept. Not much happened today, it is kinda wasted actually.

the Circle of the moon...

Grad ball was yesterday so no blogging for me...

Here's what happened:

Hmm woke up and played nba live, texted pau (my date) told her to call me as soon as she wakes up so that we can finalize the things for the evening. Then I bought my tie as soon as the malls opened, it was a black tie, to match my black coat and red longsleeves. Then I finally bought the initial d cds. When I reached home there was still some time before I start to prepare so I watched my cds. Then I took a bath, got dressed and went to fetch my date. Hehe I was so damn nervous, I dont know even if I knew that I was the shy type, what I felt couldn't be attributed to shyness hehe I guess the thought of meeting parents of my friends really scare me haha. Thanks to paula's brother we were able to locate her house quite easily. My date looked beautiful in her olive dress and her parents were very kind. As we were on the road we noticed how beautiful the sun was because of tje circle and the moon was so nice as well. Then we headed to lsgh only to realize that we were too early. so we circled the ortigas complex so that we can kill some time. When we arrived at Lsgh, Aaron and Iking were already there and so we chatted a bit, searched for that beautiful moon and then finally went up. After getting our pictures taken we went down again to talk to some friends. Finally when the ball started we ate and then talked and saw the presentation about our high school life. The band (I think they were called mute madness ) was nice. Then we had a blast when the group decided to take pics we had 11 straight shots and we ran out of positions hehe... Then we danced and then talked and then I guess the ball was basically over. The gang decided to go to starbucks where we drank and ate and some played cards, then It was time for the beautiful evening to completely end. We took Paula to her house and then I headed for home...

Heres what I think about it:

I told you before, it was really a great night. I want to thank all the people who were involoved in the ball for giving me something to really remember when i think about my high school life. I dont know, I asked my date about myself, I asked her, how am I as a date, I guess she really didnt answer me thinking that I was just weirding out. But in reality I really hoping for an answer, I guess I believed that how I acted, or what my impression on the girl during that night would show how ready I am to be in a relationship. Even if Paula, my date, was just my friend, she was after all the girl I took to the last formal thingie of my high school life, so that would kinda reflect how I would do on future relations, hehe I dunno I guess Im thinkin to far ahead but who knows?

Dlsu - Apex was also today, damn I had to wake up at 5 30 even if i slept at around 2:00 just to take the english test, I really felt it was easy but my head wasn't right. The test was filled with essays and it required some previous knowledge which I know I had but they just wouldn't come out. I guess I needed more sleep. Oh well there were a lot of chinitas in the room so I guess that makes up for it hahahaha

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!

it's the grad ball tomorrow...

We were supposed to play basketball at around 10 am today. hehe stupid me i woke up at 10:15 heehe so i came late, i came at around 10:40. Too bad not every one of us went, we could have had the photo taken. oh welpz

ball tomorrow, i wasnt able to contact my date. I dunno man I guess I'll just call her early tomorrow to arrange the details. I really hope i will enjoy the grad ball, i hope my date enjoys it too.

The end has come...

today was the last academic day of my high school life...

Senti mode again. I guess it's pretty difficult to part with 10 years of lsgh life. It seems even more difficult once I think about the uncertainty of the future. When you are not sure if you will be able to see the set of guys taht you call friends. If you would be able to still share the same moments that you had with them...
Well Im not breaking into tears...
yet hehe damn I can really get sentimental at times.

Hmm My buddies and I played billiards at galle, beside us was a girl singing Till I met you on the videoke machine, now the song is stuck on my head...
(Till I met you, I never knew what love was. Till I met you This feeling seems to grow more everyday...) Hey now that I think about it, this song was sung by the MC glee club too haha, wow I guess I enjoyed their concert more than I thought.
Too bad I can't really relate to the song though...

Frustrated...

Ok, one more day to go and my high school academic life is over...

Im a bit frustrated today, I was expecting to get the exemption in filipino, but due to the different methods of exemption used by our Filipino teacher, I was not able to make it. But I guess what frustrates me more is that I feel that I have worked a lot harder during the school year than some of the people who got exempted... oh well lucky them I guess...

Hmm my friends amd I played basketball, I guess Im getting a little bit better, my shot's getting more and more accurate as the days pass and Im slowly learning how to get shots to go in when Im closer to the hoop.

Hoy! Pinoy ako

Exam week... but I am still blogging? ehehe oh well here goes.

I took the english test, damn i was two points short of exexmption, it wasnt that hard though.

Hmm finished with my talumpati, it wasnt that hard, I guess the hardest part was trying to mention all the names of the guests who were watching. Ms. Evan was really a great guest, her nodding seems to boost the confidence of the one who was speaking.

Oh well science is up next, hope i can do well on the test...

RARRRRRRRR!!!!

Another boring day in the life of Mico Ruiz...

Exams are coming up, I actually studied for a while, then I fell a sleep hehe. Seems my body doesnt know how to study anymore... But that was not the one that frustrated me, what frustrated me was the fact that I wasn't able to get the Initial D set today, grr maybe its bad karma since I am such a cheapskate...

Oh well the last week of academics to deal with... hehe damn im turning sentimental again... rarrrrrrr!!!!!!

Lonely Love

Exams are comin up so I should be studyin but I never studied for the exams anyway so oh well...

I decided to buy the whole Initial D season 1 set, hehe thanks ate reg for the discount hehe. It's kinda cool the way they drive the cars in the series, im gonna get them tomorrow so it's probably gonna be an initial d marathon.

Not much really to write about, saturday is kinda boring for me...

Get your credit card cause I HAVE no money

I swear my wallet felt a little heavier this mornin... by the way the title came from an edited line from an Initial D soundtrack called Running in the 90's.

Came from Podium and Gale hehe what started as a simple Ice monster get together turned out to be a lot more... Hehe I had already tucked away P80 pesos just enough to buy my ice monster but then things change and i ended up spending more than I had initially planned. well there's the ice monster P80 then the counter strike fee P90 then the basketball games at toby's 90 add that to the school food that I ate P90 for a grand total of 350, luckily my classmate alden shouldered the dinner meal so I was able to save a whole lot of bucks. Call me a cheapskate but Im really on a limited budget so im gonna rant about it hahaha. Oh well I guess even if its quite costly, the fun things that happened during the "gimik" was something that money can't buy.

Fly with me to the moon and back...

I had a boring and tiring day. Boring because of the CEM exams and tiring coz of the basketball games...

Je t'aime, te amo, I love you, Watashi wa anata o aistomasu,Ich liebe dich, iniibig kita,wo ai ni

Ok now where the hell did that line come from? Well it's from the song Isang mundo, Isang awit by Leah Navarro. Hehe It's kinda fun to listen to since even if it's pretty old, the message is still very much relevant to the needs of our society today. Hmm think of it as something like a past version of the song where is the love? by the black eyed peas. Hehe heard it from the MC glee club (haha cute talaga si *e***** from afar) last saturday and well it's kinda stuck on my head. hehe I guess the mc concert really is my thing for the whole week.

some realizations...

hmm some realizations i had, thanks to the beerkada site of Lyndon Gregorio(beerkada.tk). Actually these are his realizations but after reading them I think it made me realize things as well.

I Just Realized...
It is not about women preferring jerks over nice guys. It's about women preferring confidence.

There had been times when a girl would talk to me about relationship problems and I would say to myself "what the heck did she see in that guy, there are so many nicer guys out there". But after reading that line I realized that most of these so called "jerks" are the ones who are very confident in the way they talk and act. Heck the guy could be a complete idiot but he carries himself in a way that would make you think that he is someone who can challenge for the smartest guy in the world...

Now some self checking was needed. I realized that when Im around girls Im usually one of those shy, quiet persons who wouldnt speak up at all, something like an insecure nerd. I guess that's a reason why I dont really interact well with girls, I guess this is also because I used to believe that girls really dont like "loud" guyz and those who dont really put their best feet forward when they are with them.are proud of being who they are. But then i realized that the way I approached this was that I became shy and kinda hid what I am capable of... Hehe i guess I need to change my attitude about it. I guess I should realize that being proud of my talents is not being boastful, just being confident...

The search is on...

too bored this is my second for today ahahaha

the search for my ball date is on, im too darn shy to ask anyone out,and i can't really think of anyone. Oh welpz I dont think going stag would be that bad, on the contrary Im thinkin it would be kinda fun!

Hehe but there are a lot of people who are saying that I should go with a date, well guyz I can't find anyone, so I guess they could volunteer or sumthing ahahaha as if anyone would volunteer hehe, maybe if I looked like Ashton Kutcher... too bad reality says I dont hahahaha

FIRE IN THE HOLE!!!

Yey! No classes tomorrow. That means I can relax and do fun stuff today.

So what to put in the blog? hmm ewan I played counterstrike a while ago hehe it's kinda fun to play it again after all this years. Makes me remember my first year-second year days when I was so damn addicted to it, that I literally opened the computer shop just to be able to play. Shucks memories again

Graduation from High school can do a lot of funny stuff to you. It can make you feel so young and so old at the same time. So young when think that you are now going to college, a new and very different life, but so Old once you think that you are about to end a great part of your life... Grr saturday night pa to eH! Naomi and company kasalanan niyo talaga to (and in a weird twist of fate, nagplay sa winamp ko yung Glee- HAnggang sa muli na sinend ni Naomi sa kin)!

Peace out...

This foreboding hasn't changed, I still feel it. These days are getting blurry...

Im so darn tired. School work is really stressing me out. Hehe makes me wonder how I still can manage to waste some time blogging...

today, people were talkin a whole lot about UP. It was very common to hear "Pasado ka UP" and cheers and jeers for those who passed and to those who did not. I passed UP... but that doesn't mean that I'm going to study there, a lot of people are saying that it would be such a waste to let the opportunity pass, they say that many aspire to study in the State university, but I don't know Up just doesn't appeal to me the way it does to most people. I still think that while UP is Good, it is kinda overrated.

Yes im undecided in my choice of school but one thing's for sure; no one can force me to choose any of them.

Hanggang dito na lamang at hanggang sa muli...

Ok this is my first post though I've been wanting to make a blog in a long while but well I guess I became quite busy with studies and stuff so it kinda took a while.

Hmm right now Im feeling quite sad for some reason, maybe the sentimentality of me leaving high school is finally getting inside my head. I guess the seniors of the MCHS glee club (neat show) should be blamed for this one. When they sang "Hanggang sa Muli" last night, it kinda set off the emotions that I had been trying to ignore for about a month now. Hehe I know Im sounding like a sentimental fool now or maybe just a fool, but it's better than just keeping it in...

I guess it's true that every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. Don't get me wrong Im happy to go to college, it's just that many things have happened in high school that makes me wish that this part of my life would last just a little bit longer.