Friday, March 26, 2004

Decision

I went to Ateneo today...

Im now an Atenean, after all the difficult days that I experienced thinking about my college life, I've finally decided to become an Atenean. I dont know I guess I weighed the pros and cons of being in Ateneo than in La Salle and I guess even if it's not very clear yet, Ateneo seemed to be a better choice than going to dlsu...

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Clean Up day

Nothing much happened today.

I just watched my sassy girl 3 straight times hehe. I couldnt use the computer since I was cleaning up. I did maintenance checks on the computer and well I was not able to do anything with the computer. Oh well

Watching the film it made me realize that i want to experience the thing they call love. hehe I guess the line from the film that goes "I want to meet a girl like those of the romantic comic books" is applicable to me. And I guess I want to experience the feeling of being in a car with the girl hugging you as you head for home...

I believe... When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky.
I believe... The way back to you will feel a little far.
I'll carry all those memories deep inside me.
I'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall.
- I Believe, OST My Sassy Girl

Fate is Building A Bridge of Chance for Someone you Love"
- my sassy girl

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

It's so nice to be happy

Got my report card this morning. I got the 4a Lavatory pass as well hehe

Then we sorted through all the grad pics. Hehe it is kinda funny to "meet" some people who i didnt even know were my batchmates. It was kinda tedious though.
The whole morning spent on matching pics and names oh well hehe.

Then we played some basketball, and then we went to podium. There we played billiards and I was able to get off some pretty nifty shots. After that we ate then we headed to the arcade. The arcade was great, playing dance maniax was very fun. Then we went to toby's to shoot some hoops and finally we went home.

I guess it is really very nice to be happy (sha la la la)

and we sleep all, sleep all day

another very boring day I guess...

Hehe today I woke up pretty late I guess it was around 9:30am, hehe then I ate and then used the computer til 11:30 then I slept. Then I woke up at around 1 pm then I just played the computer til 5 pm then I slept again. I woke u pat around 8 and now I'm still up hehe what a wasted day.

I guess my body is trying to regain the sleep that I missed during all my schooldays. I was asleep for around 13 hours today I guess Im really resting up hehe...

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Hanggang Dito na lamang at hanggang sa muli (part2)

Well graduation was today...

Today was kinda anticlimactic. Hehe although I was already in quite a sentimental mood during the days leading up to graduation day today seemed normal. Hehe no crying, no tears, not that much emotion besides happiness. It could be because the school is an all boy's school so we could have been keeping our emotions to ourselves and it made the atmosphere not conducive to emotions or It could also be that Im cvery confident in the bonds that I have formed with my friends during my high school life that's why I am not worried at all about the fact that we are going our separate ways. I guess I have faith on those bonds, faith that they will be able to traverse and overcome the distance brought about by our difference of choices in school.

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Turning point...

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go... - Green Day - Good Riddance (Time of your life)

I went to Lsgh this morning to watch GALS. Well Poveda won the cheering competion they were up against AC and well they won by a pretty large margin.
After that we played some basketball and then to LInkshot to play war craft.

Tomorrow's my graduation and I guess it's gonna be the turning point in my life. I still don't know what school to choose. I only have three choices and yet my head hurts, I guess Im gonna decide the week after graduation but still thinking about my decision is becoming such a stressful act.

Friday, March 19, 2004

Graduation time

Went to poveda's gs graduation hehe...

The sisters of my friends were graduating so we had some guest passes (but we didnt really use them) so we went. Hehe while seeing them graduate I kinda saw myslef. Moving on up. changing the environment, living a new chapter in my life. Although it is different since they will still have high school, and Im going to college I guess it still affects me. Oh well I guess Im just a sentimental fool.

After the graduation my classmate treated us at yellow cab. The pizza was great, after that we played billiards ( I still suck at it) and Counterstrike ( I am sucky now, very rusty). I guess the gang is really trying to bond now, because of the fact that we are about to graduate.

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thanksgiving party

Last practice day YEHEY!

We had our baccalaureate mass and recognition day in the morning, I was able to get three thingies, 2nd honors (expected, hehe i never get anything better). Deportment Award (but of course im angelic!), and LOyalty Award! (hail hail alma mater hail to de lasalle). After that we had our grad practice, hehe i guess it turned out pretty ok, even if i was already sleeping at some parts of it.

When night came, we had our teacher's thanksgiving party. I guess Im pretty lucky I was able to get 600 pesos worth of Smart Load hehe. damn, I really can't believe im about to leave the place where I felt truly at home. I think im really gonna miss high school (save for some persons hehe). I just hope the bonds of friendship that I had formed during these years would remain, or even get stronger.

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Frustrated Artist

Another boring grad practice day.

Nothing much to talk about, The grad practice is really eatin up my time.
hehe I did join deviantart though, well at least I'll have a venue where I can display some of my mediocre artworks...

http://goldenx.deviantart.com

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

BLEEP?

Boring day today, just some boring graduation practice.

Ok grad practice sucked. I was asleep during the second part,when they were practicing the songs, but Ken said I was also singing, so I guess I was just half asleep. Hehe when I got home I was able to upload some pics from the grad ball. And I guess I can now say that I am fully addicted to the variations on kanon by George winston hehe. well that's about everything that happened today.

Monday, March 15, 2004

Solitary Cross...

Graduation Practice started today

A lot of things happened. In the morning I was a little bit saddened by the fact that I was not able to make it to the top 20 of the batch. I guess part of the sadness comes from the belief that I deserved a spot there than some others, then again I may be wrong. The ball pics were also given to us today. My date was actually very pretty but I guess I wrecked the picture because of my weird smile... Then grad practice started and it was very boring hehe. Afterwards we went to Gale to make copies of the group ball pics and it took so long, it took around 2 hours and 30 minutes but I guess seeing the pictures kinda made it worth the wait.

The ball pics did make me think about some things that happened during the ball. Hehe It made me realize that different people have different views regarding intimacy, aggresiveness and stuff like that. Some would enjoy it, some don't care and some feel uneasy about it. I guess I also realized that aggresiveness is a relative term. Some may view those kinds of acts as plain friendliness, some would see it as being romantic while some see it as taking advantage of some sorts so it would be a reason for uneasiness. I guess it also depends on how the person knows you. Maybe my "normal" self aint the one who would be a little aggressive so maybe my partner would feel a little uncomfortable. Finally, I think it also depends on the relationship that you have with someone, I guess when you have a friendly relationship and then you do some things that may seem that friends dont normally do hehe I guess it would really make someone feel uneasy... oh well

I guess this is one of the few times where I have really felt that
from the depths of my soul, a thing called loneliness is coming...

Sunday, March 14, 2004

I Believe...

Last apex day was today...

So there I took the apex hehe it was kinda hard, the basic computer wasnt very basic daym. I also left a black and white grad pic in mcdonalds taft hehe i dunno it was kinda crumpled so i just left it there oh welpz. So a hot chinese girl too, too bad i wasnt able to talk to her or sumthin. Hehe my uncle left today also, hehe I guess he'll be back next summer. and lastly I had a haircut, I guess this would be the last haircut in a long while...

darn im still so sentimental because of that my sassy girl, i guess the film got me believing in love and twists of fate and stuff like that...

Saturday, March 13, 2004

MAX

My uncle's leaving tomorrow...

I bought my barong today, hehe I can't believe I spent that much for something that would most likely be one time use hehe...

Since my uncle is leaving tomorrow, we decided to treat him to dinner. There were 13 of us and we chose Max restaurant and wow I think we ordered to much food. After we were finished eating there were still enough food for I guess 2 more dinners...

Friday, March 12, 2004

Making some noise!

Hehe I installed the alter lansing speakers with subwoofers, yeah

Hehe Im making some pretty sweet noise with the new speakers, It has a deeper, richer, and crisper sound than my preivous speaker, hehe the only sad thing is my speaker systme is way better than the whole computer daym! hehe

Thursday, March 11, 2004

The Answer...

My uncle came to the philippines today.

I was hyped I woke up at 3 am probably because of the excitement about my uncle. Heeh didnt have anything to do so I made a 4A pbase site (www.pbase.com/lsgh4A2004) hehe had a difficult time uploading due to my crappy connection. Then it happened my uncle came, It was great to see him again after a year. Hehe of course the things that he got for me were great as well. Of course the Shoes were great that I cant stop blabbing about it hehe. Then the practice for our presentation came, and then the yearbook cd thingie in eastwood and finally the trip to podium. hehe I guess we were a little bit wiser now and spent far lesser than we did before. I found another addiction though, the dance dance thingie that uses hands hehe...

oh well that's basically what happened today.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

the fall out

Im pretty tired, I really need rest.

Tuesday Afternoon, I went to lsgh to meet up with some friends to go to the publishing office. We went and there I learned of ringo's overnight bday party. Then we went to the publishing thingie and after that I rushed home to get my things packed. I had a great time there. Great food, great drinks, great friends hehe. We played PS2 and basketball and of course no more sleep for me. I really had a great night, it strengthened the bonds of friendship aong the class, and It gave me the opportuniy to get to know better those who I am not really that close with.

The only sad thing about yesterday was when a problem was confirmed. My friend texted me about it and although I knew there was already a problem, I guess the text was something like a strong signal that it is true and not just something that you can just sleep over. Hehe can't really say much about the problem, the only thing that I can mention is that it's kinda hard to apologize to that person since she really didnt confront me about it. I guess she was kinda shy so she really couldn't tell me straight that something was wrong, oh well. I still dont know how to fix the problem but I will talk to her about it.

Monday, March 08, 2004

Dream, Drive, Drift!... Initial D

No classes today...

I spent my morning watching Initial D. Damn they drive so great I cant wait to get my license and drive. But until that Im gonna get the remaining cds of the initial d series ehehe. After watching I slept. Not much happened today, it is kinda wasted actually.

Sunday, March 07, 2004

the Circle of the moon...

Grad ball was yesterday so no blogging for me...

Here's what happened:

Hmm woke up and played nba live, texted pau (my date) told her to call me as soon as she wakes up so that we can finalize the things for the evening. Then I bought my tie as soon as the malls opened, it was a black tie, to match my black coat and red longsleeves. Then I finally bought the initial d cds. When I reached home there was still some time before I start to prepare so I watched my cds. Then I took a bath, got dressed and went to fetch my date. Hehe I was so damn nervous, I dont know even if I knew that I was the shy type, what I felt couldn't be attributed to shyness hehe I guess the thought of meeting parents of my friends really scare me haha. Thanks to paula's brother we were able to locate her house quite easily. My date looked beautiful in her olive dress and her parents were very kind. As we were on the road we noticed how beautiful the sun was because of tje circle and the moon was so nice as well. Then we headed to lsgh only to realize that we were too early. so we circled the ortigas complex so that we can kill some time. When we arrived at Lsgh, Aaron and Iking were already there and so we chatted a bit, searched for that beautiful moon and then finally went up. After getting our pictures taken we went down again to talk to some friends. Finally when the ball started we ate and then talked and saw the presentation about our high school life. The band (I think they were called mute madness ) was nice. Then we had a blast when the group decided to take pics we had 11 straight shots and we ran out of positions hehe... Then we danced and then talked and then I guess the ball was basically over. The gang decided to go to starbucks where we drank and ate and some played cards, then It was time for the beautiful evening to completely end. We took Paula to her house and then I headed for home...

Heres what I think about it:

I told you before, it was really a great night. I want to thank all the people who were involoved in the ball for giving me something to really remember when i think about my high school life. I dont know, I asked my date about myself, I asked her, how am I as a date, I guess she really didnt answer me thinking that I was just weirding out. But in reality I really hoping for an answer, I guess I believed that how I acted, or what my impression on the girl during that night would show how ready I am to be in a relationship. Even if Paula, my date, was just my friend, she was after all the girl I took to the last formal thingie of my high school life, so that would kinda reflect how I would do on future relations, hehe I dunno I guess Im thinkin to far ahead but who knows?

Dlsu - Apex was also today, damn I had to wake up at 5 30 even if i slept at around 2:00 just to take the english test, I really felt it was easy but my head wasn't right. The test was filled with essays and it required some previous knowledge which I know I had but they just wouldn't come out. I guess I needed more sleep. Oh well there were a lot of chinitas in the room so I guess that makes up for it hahahaha

Friday, March 05, 2004

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!

it's the grad ball tomorrow...

We were supposed to play basketball at around 10 am today. hehe stupid me i woke up at 10:15 heehe so i came late, i came at around 10:40. Too bad not every one of us went, we could have had the photo taken. oh welpz

ball tomorrow, i wasnt able to contact my date. I dunno man I guess I'll just call her early tomorrow to arrange the details. I really hope i will enjoy the grad ball, i hope my date enjoys it too.


Thursday, March 04, 2004

The end has come...

today was the last academic day of my high school life...

Senti mode again. I guess it's pretty difficult to part with 10 years of lsgh life. It seems even more difficult once I think about the uncertainty of the future. When you are not sure if you will be able to see the set of guys taht you call friends. If you would be able to still share the same moments that you had with them...
Well Im not breaking into tears...
yet hehe damn I can really get sentimental at times.

Hmm My buddies and I played billiards at galle, beside us was a girl singing Till I met you on the videoke machine, now the song is stuck on my head...
(Till I met you, I never knew what love was. Till I met you This feeling seems to grow more everyday...) Hey now that I think about it, this song was sung by the MC glee club too haha, wow I guess I enjoyed their concert more than I thought.
Too bad I can't really relate to the song though...

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Frustrated...

Ok, one more day to go and my high school academic life is over...

Im a bit frustrated today, I was expecting to get the exemption in filipino, but due to the different methods of exemption used by our Filipino teacher, I was not able to make it. But I guess what frustrates me more is that I feel that I have worked a lot harder during the school year than some of the people who got exempted... oh well lucky them I guess...

Hmm my friends amd I played basketball, I guess Im getting a little bit better, my shot's getting more and more accurate as the days pass and Im slowly learning how to get shots to go in when Im closer to the hoop.

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Hoy! Pinoy ako

Exam week... but I am still blogging? ehehe oh well here goes.

I took the english test, damn i was two points short of exexmption, it wasnt that hard though.

Hmm finished with my talumpati, it wasnt that hard, I guess the hardest part was trying to mention all the names of the guests who were watching. Ms. Evan was really a great guest, her nodding seems to boost the confidence of the one who was speaking.

Oh well science is up next, hope i can do well on the test...